Posted:
#1301
Troubled Waters
Posted:
#1302
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Well after I decided I was gonna drink, I left and went to the local Mexican bar and grill. Sat down at the bar and ordered a Corona. I was the only one at the bar. So I drank a few Corona's and realized I don't have any friends to call to hang out with. I started crying at the bar, gave the money for the beer, gave a tip, and left for home. The Mexican bartender seemed to think it was funny that I was crying. What is so funny about crying and letting your feelings out?
My wife and kid are on vacation at the beach. I don't go with her when she goes on vacation with her parents. It's just something I don't do anymore. I am home alone for a week starting yesterday. I sleep on the couch with my .357 laying right beside me on the floor. People may think the house is empty and try to bum-rush protostar.
At an online sportsbook I built up 100 freeroll dollars into 1700 cash betting sports, then lost it all in the casino. I have been severely depressed over this. I don't have money to deposit and am in debt. So this was a perfect way for me to have enjoyment and make some money. I always lose it in the casino.
So I am sleeping all day and renting movies. No gambling. I have no money. I'm a loser. Right now I'm watching a movie about a scarecrow killing people. I got it from the blockbuster movie rental box up the street.
After I get done with this movie I don't know what I will do. I may jack off if I feel ok. I probably won't feel like it though. Too much effort. When I was 14 and had just found out about jacking off and the real reason why guys like girls, I would jack off anywhere and at anytime.
I lived in Washington DC with a couple other guys my age and would wait for them to leave, then I would jack off in the closet, standing up. Sometimes my knees would buckle at climax, and I would fall, but I would continue stroking because I could climax a second time. So there I was in the closet, on my back, semen all over my washboard stomach (long since disappeared), thinking about a sweet young brunette and stroking ever so gently. Then climax would happen again. I would struggle to stand up because my pants were around my ankles and I was in a closet. I never got caught. Then I would have sex later on that night. Now if I were to jack off twice today, I wouldn't want sex for 2 more days. I am now middle aged boys and the glory years are behind me.
All I can do now is hate myself. And hate my life. I guess this movie may entertain me but then what? Sleep? Fuk that is boring, yet it is the funnest part of my day. I often daydream about winning the lottery. I want it so bad.
When we had a bad thunderstorm a couple days ago, and lightning was hitting right outside the house, I walked out there to see if it was my time to go. I was willing to take the lightning on boys. See who would come out on top. But it was not my time. I came in soaking wet and my wife just shook her head. She thinks I am bi polar. Well I am bi polar but she thinks it is much worse than it really is.
John Cougar was right. Life goes on, long after the thrill of living is gone.
Jack and Diane
Johnny Cougar Johnny Cougar. Aw man, he can dance he can sing, he can act, he has a star on the sidewalk. I bet he likes mexican food. Johnny Cougar what a man. Proto, i'm so glad you did not soil yourself.please save your money for the NFL and for the love of god please sell the 357, i fear you might shoot your dick off, or worse.
Well after I decided I was gonna drink, I left and went to the local Mexican bar and grill. Sat down at the bar and ordered a Corona. I was the only one at the bar. So I drank a few Corona's and realized I don't have any friends to call to hang out with. I started crying at the bar, gave the money for the beer, gave a tip, and left for home. The Mexican bartender seemed to think it was funny that I was crying. What is so funny about crying and letting your feelings out?
My wife and kid are on vacation at the beach. I don't go with her when she goes on vacation with her parents. It's just something I don't do anymore. I am home alone for a week starting yesterday. I sleep on the couch with my .357 laying right beside me on the floor. People may think the house is empty and try to bum-rush protostar.
At an online sportsbook I built up 100 freeroll dollars into 1700 cash betting sports, then lost it all in the casino. I have been severely depressed over this. I don't have money to deposit and am in debt. So this was a perfect way for me to have enjoyment and make some money. I always lose it in the casino.
So I am sleeping all day and renting movies. No gambling. I have no money. I'm a loser. Right now I'm watching a movie about a scarecrow killing people. I got it from the blockbuster movie rental box up the street.
After I get done with this movie I don't know what I will do. I may jack off if I feel ok. I probably won't feel like it though. Too much effort. When I was 14 and had just found out about jacking off and the real reason why guys like girls, I would jack off anywhere and at anytime.
I lived in Washington DC with a couple other guys my age and would wait for them to leave, then I would jack off in the closet, standing up. Sometimes my knees would buckle at climax, and I would fall, but I would continue stroking because I could climax a second time. So there I was in the closet, on my back, semen all over my washboard stomach (long since disappeared), thinking about a sweet young brunette and stroking ever so gently. Then climax would happen again. I would struggle to stand up because my pants were around my ankles and I was in a closet. I never got caught. Then I would have sex later on that night. Now if I were to jack off twice today, I wouldn't want sex for 2 more days. I am now middle aged boys and the glory years are behind me.
All I can do now is hate myself. And hate my life. I guess this movie may entertain me but then what? Sleep? Fuk that is boring, yet it is the funnest part of my day. I often daydream about winning the lottery. I want it so bad.
When we had a bad thunderstorm a couple days ago, and lightning was hitting right outside the house, I walked out there to see if it was my time to go. I was willing to take the lightning on boys. See who would come out on top. But it was not my time. I came in soaking wet and my wife just shook her head. She thinks I am bi polar. Well I am bi polar but she thinks it is much worse than it really is.
John Cougar was right. Life goes on, long after the thrill of living is gone.
Jack and Diane
Posted:
#1303
Well I am beside myself and I may faint at any second. In case somebody doesn't know, I am a compulsive gambler. So tonight in boredom I called the credit man and got 500 credit. Put it on u7 in the Royals Padres game. Of all things that could happen, in one inning there was a routine ground ball hit to the shortstop, and he air mails it. Runner to second. Next on the agenda was a fly ball caught by the left fielder, runner at second tags, throw to third is air mailed and runner scored. 2 errors in the inning, no hits, no walks, 1 run. It pushes at 7.
Not sure what more I can do guys. A push is better than a loss but I had to really punish myself for those 2 errors. I'm in pain right now from self punishment and the mental pain is off the charts.
Buscuit, believe it or not, some of my earliest memories in life are of my dad carrying me up a pine tree to sit in a tree stand for hours waiting on deer. 20-20 in hand or 30 aught 6 if dad felt like giving me some more firepower. Or sitting behind a blind waiting on turkeys. Or sitting in a field shooting doves out of the air with my 20 gauge. Grew up shooting all kinds of guns and if forced I could live off the land. Which I may force myself to do because of the Royals.
If they come to bumrush protostar I will shoot with deadly accuracy. Hollow points too, I want the bullet to break apart when it hits somebody, to cause maximum damage. I also have 2 shotguns nearby and a 9 millimeter. Revolver is better in this situation because in self defense you know it wont jam, so that is why I keep the .357 close and not the 9.
On to a very important subject. I met a girl working in Subway today who I may ask out, just to get my mind off of the pain of the 2 errors tonight. When she asked me what kind of bread I wanted with my sandwich today, I could tell she really wanted me to have sex with her. It's because she looked me in the eyes for a long time and we made a connection.
What do you guys think? She had a beautiful face, about 20 years old, reddish blonde hair, and a big butt. Very nice skin. I have been thinking about her today. I can't think about anything else. Maybe I will cut out the front of my pants and underwear so she can see my penis tomorrow when I walk in. Then I would know for sure? I just don't want to do anything stupid.
Verbal Intercourse
Not sure what more I can do guys. A push is better than a loss but I had to really punish myself for those 2 errors. I'm in pain right now from self punishment and the mental pain is off the charts.
Buscuit, believe it or not, some of my earliest memories in life are of my dad carrying me up a pine tree to sit in a tree stand for hours waiting on deer. 20-20 in hand or 30 aught 6 if dad felt like giving me some more firepower. Or sitting behind a blind waiting on turkeys. Or sitting in a field shooting doves out of the air with my 20 gauge. Grew up shooting all kinds of guns and if forced I could live off the land. Which I may force myself to do because of the Royals.
If they come to bumrush protostar I will shoot with deadly accuracy. Hollow points too, I want the bullet to break apart when it hits somebody, to cause maximum damage. I also have 2 shotguns nearby and a 9 millimeter. Revolver is better in this situation because in self defense you know it wont jam, so that is why I keep the .357 close and not the 9.
On to a very important subject. I met a girl working in Subway today who I may ask out, just to get my mind off of the pain of the 2 errors tonight. When she asked me what kind of bread I wanted with my sandwich today, I could tell she really wanted me to have sex with her. It's because she looked me in the eyes for a long time and we made a connection.
What do you guys think? She had a beautiful face, about 20 years old, reddish blonde hair, and a big butt. Very nice skin. I have been thinking about her today. I can't think about anything else. Maybe I will cut out the front of my pants and underwear so she can see my penis tomorrow when I walk in. Then I would know for sure? I just don't want to do anything stupid.
Verbal Intercourse
Posted:
#1304
i dont get it???? dont you guys have lives??? you just spew pointless conversations on covers.com
Geez i understand you retards are most likely on unemployment, but please atleast try to look for jobs 
What moronic convos you guys are having with each other. seriously. just plain retarded. I cant even fathom how you guys have time to do this. just brainless you guys are. especially this proto-moron. 
Posted:
#1305
Patternizor, if I set us up a time to cry together, say 2:30 AM, which is just about half an hour away from now, will you cry with me? I will be crying for about an hour just to let the day's frustrations out, and it would be nice if I knew that someone was crying with me.
If you do this for me patternizor, we may be able to then set up a telepathic kind of existence, even if not on par with my telepathic communications with EBB, it would help you immensely with your mental pain. Thanks brother and welcome to the thread.
If you do this for me patternizor, we may be able to then set up a telepathic kind of existence, even if not on par with my telepathic communications with EBB, it would help you immensely with your mental pain. Thanks brother and welcome to the thread.
Posted:
#1306
Quote Originally Posted by PatternBettor:
So sorry you dont cotton to this thread, maybe this will help you understand https://youtu.be/JSeuDDzjIB8
i dont get it???? dont you guys have lives??? you just spew pointless conversations on covers.com
Geez i understand you retards are most likely on unemployment, but please atleast try to look for jobs
What moronic convos you guys are having with each other. seriously. just plain retarded. I cant even fathom how you guys have time to do this. just brainless you guys are. especially this proto-moron.
Posted:
#1308
Quote Originally Posted by PatternBettor:
i dont get it???? dont you guys have lives??? you just spew pointless conversations on covers.com
Geez i understand you retards are most likely on unemployment, but please atleast try to look for jobs
What moronic convos you guys are having with each other. seriously. just plain retarded. I cant even fathom how you guys have time to do this. just brainless you guys are. especially this proto-moron.
pb & j is f*ckin killin me...
cant stop laughin at this response...
Posted:
#1309
If you do this for me patternizor, we may be able to then set up a telepathic kind of existence, even if not on par with my telepathic communications with EBB, it would help you immensely with your mental pain. Thanks brother and welcome to the thread.
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proto is the best. im f*ckin rollin...
great reply...
proto id recommend refraining from showing subway girl your 5 dollar foot long...
jail is baaad...mmkay
...proto if the emotional part of your family and personal world is accurately being portrayed, which i actually think it is, then maybe this one time in life i may see some infidelity as being ok...
it may help ya see value in life...or just get ya a true smile youve been lacking and need...
proto me no like hearing about gunz. altho during my one drama filled time in my life i got comfort from sleepin with my glock 19c filled to the brim with hp's...i wasnt trippin or gonna do a damn thing so no over analyzation from words on a computer screen anyone. just gave me serenity for some stupid ass reason..i just really luv my glock..
gl og proto...
ps
...and proto, as ive been smellin ya out all this time, your an intelligent cat, use it as a benefit not a crutch...just sayin...took me a while to learn this lesson as well...
Posted:
#1310
Quote Originally Posted by PatternBettor:
i dont get it???? dont you guys have lives??? you just spew pointless conversations on covers.com
Geez i understand you retards are most likely on unemployment, but please atleast try to look for jobs
What moronic convos you guys are having with each other. seriously. just plain retarded. I cant even fathom how you guys have time to do this. just brainless you guys are. especially this proto-moron.
I bet i make more money than you do....and all I do is sit around set up my bots and hit F5 all day.....typical day in the life of a spammer. 
.........This is how i spend my days because i have to monitor my platform and ensure it delivers all day long on the internet. So i have alot of trolling time, me and Proto have become friends over time and love to shoot the dirt 
.........This is how i spend my days because i have to monitor my platform and ensure it delivers all day long on the internet. So i have alot of trolling time, me and Proto have become friends over time and love to shoot the dirt And MP loves big fat cocks...
Posted:
#1312
Quote Originally Posted by dopalicous:
and so does yer mom...
I bet i make more money than you do....and all I do is sit around set up my bots and hit F5 all day.....typical day in the life of a spammer. .........This is how i spend my days because i have to monitor my platform and ensure it delivers all day long on the internet. So i have alot of trolling time, me and Proto have become friends over time and love to shoot the dirt
.........This is how i spend my days because i have to monitor my platform and ensure it delivers all day long on the internet. So i have alot of trolling time, me and Proto have become friends over time and love to shoot the dirt And MP loves big fat cocks...
Posted:
#1313
Quote Originally Posted by michaelpaul1:
and so does yer mom...
and so does yer mom...
damn you MP ... you make it to damn easy not to fuck with you. Look what you just did there
you bold that part that says MP loves big cocks .. only to say that so does his mom which includes your apparent admittence of you :yourself loving fat cocks as well... dont u see that
Posted:
#1314
Quote Originally Posted by Iw1nBets:
and yers as well...damn you MP ... you make it to damn easy not to fuck with you. Look what you just did there
you bold that part that says MP loves big cocks .. only to say that so does his mom which includes your apparent admittence of you :yourself loving fat cocks as well... dont u see that
Posted:
#1316
Proto those stories are hilarious. Had the same experience at a local Taco Bell. Was sitting in the lobby eating my lunch and some delicious redhead was sitting next to me with smooth skin and big brown eyes. Turns out she was a school teacher or something, had the most pleasant demeanor. I could tell she could probably tolerate a gambling junkie like me because she seemed like she had the utmost patience and charm.
It was all I could do to restrain myself from throwing her on top of the table and ravishing her, but I would surely get arrested so instead I had to go back to my apartment and look for more betting lines to try and make some big scores so one day I can nab one of those chicks and haul her away from her hum drum life and escort her into my mansion.....
Like you, I dream a lot...
LOL...
It was all I could do to restrain myself from throwing her on top of the table and ravishing her, but I would surely get arrested so instead I had to go back to my apartment and look for more betting lines to try and make some big scores so one day I can nab one of those chicks and haul her away from her hum drum life and escort her into my mansion.....
Like you, I dream a lot...
LOL...
Posted:
#1317
Quote Originally Posted by MXKid102:
Proto those stories are hilarious. Had the same experience at a local Taco Bell. Was sitting in the lobby eating my lunch and some delicious redhead was sitting next to me with smooth skin and big brown eyes. Turns out she was a school teacher or something, had the most pleasant demeanor. I could tell she could probably tolerate a gambling junkie like me because she seemed like she had the utmost patience and charm.
It was all I could do to restrain myself from throwing her on top of the table and ravishing her, but I would surely get arrested so instead I had to go back to my apartment and look for more betting lines to try and make some big scores so one day I can nab one of those chicks and haul her away from her hum drum life and escort her into my mansion.....
Like you, I dream a lot...
LOL...
Proto those stories are hilarious. Had the same experience at a local Taco Bell. Was sitting in the lobby eating my lunch and some delicious redhead was sitting next to me with smooth skin and big brown eyes. Turns out she was a school teacher or something, had the most pleasant demeanor. I could tell she could probably tolerate a gambling junkie like me because she seemed like she had the utmost patience and charm.
It was all I could do to restrain myself from throwing her on top of the table and ravishing her, but I would surely get arrested so instead I had to go back to my apartment and look for more betting lines to try and make some big scores so one day I can nab one of those chicks and haul her away from her hum drum life and escort her into my mansion.....
Like you, I dream a lot...
LOL...
You have found your new home now....We call this MAJOR LEAGUE DIRT SHOOTING
Posted:
#1318
Quote Originally Posted by MXKid102:
Proto those stories are hilarious. Had the same experience at a local Taco Bell. Was sitting in the lobby eating my lunch and some delicious redhead was sitting next to me with smooth skin and big brown eyes. Turns out she was a school teacher or something, had the most pleasant demeanor. I could tell she could probably tolerate a gambling junkie like me because she seemed like she had the utmost patience and charm.
It was all I could do to restrain myself from throwing her on top of the table and ravishing her, but I would surely get arrested so instead I had to go back to my apartment and look for more betting lines to try and make some big scores so one day I can nab one of those chicks and haul her away from her hum drum life and escort her into my mansion.....
Like you, I dream a lot...
LOL...
I'm headed out the door for Taco Bell right now and i imagine that as i consume my mystery meat, i will have a peacefull easy feeling knowing we have gained another dirter.Stay my friend MXKid102. https://youtu.be/bUADeRYIwW0
Proto those stories are hilarious. Had the same experience at a local Taco Bell. Was sitting in the lobby eating my lunch and some delicious redhead was sitting next to me with smooth skin and big brown eyes. Turns out she was a school teacher or something, had the most pleasant demeanor. I could tell she could probably tolerate a gambling junkie like me because she seemed like she had the utmost patience and charm.
It was all I could do to restrain myself from throwing her on top of the table and ravishing her, but I would surely get arrested so instead I had to go back to my apartment and look for more betting lines to try and make some big scores so one day I can nab one of those chicks and haul her away from her hum drum life and escort her into my mansion.....
Like you, I dream a lot...
LOL...
Posted:
#1319
dangerous predicaments ,
i'm staying awake in the late A.M . medicated with the pistol in
my right hand
shiny and new ,
it's by my side , glued
to the finger with the trigger
having pressure applied
violence in my eyes man i'm ready to die
expecting demise
reflecting on times
better than the current
mental edge gone dead , desolate , all this urine
in my jeans ,
soaking the couch ,
boner in my holster and it's poking out
hopeless now ,
busty brunettes working behind the counter
my thoughts race vividly i imagine
the bangin' ,
the laughter ,
she had a fat ass and that's what i asked for
no baby , i dont want
no coffee , no donuts ,
just the plump chubb where your asshole dumps
she was no fun
and looked at me strange
as if i was in a cage ,
i'm miserable , i'm cynical , in a fit of rage
i walked to the bathroom
and closed the stall to the shitter
clothes off stroking my balls till my scrotum was raw as i whimpered.............
i'm staying awake in the late A.M . medicated with the pistol in
my right hand
shiny and new ,
it's by my side , glued
to the finger with the trigger
having pressure applied
violence in my eyes man i'm ready to die
expecting demise
reflecting on times
better than the current
mental edge gone dead , desolate , all this urine
in my jeans ,
soaking the couch ,
boner in my holster and it's poking out
hopeless now ,
busty brunettes working behind the counter
my thoughts race vividly i imagine
the bangin' ,
the laughter ,
she had a fat ass and that's what i asked for
no baby , i dont want
no coffee , no donuts ,
just the plump chubb where your asshole dumps
she was no fun
and looked at me strange
as if i was in a cage ,
i'm miserable , i'm cynical , in a fit of rage
i walked to the bathroom
and closed the stall to the shitter
clothes off stroking my balls till my scrotum was raw as i whimpered.............
wallstreetcappers craps in his draws and pees fuckin backwards from his vaj with a squirt.
Posted:
#1322
Quote Originally Posted by spockgato:
dangerous predicaments ,
i'm staying awake in the late A.M . medicated with the pistol in
my right hand
shiny and new ,
it's by my side , glued
to the finger with the trigger
having pressure applied
violence in my eyes man i'm ready to die
expecting demise
reflecting on times
better than the current
mental edge gone dead , desolate , all this urine
in my jeans ,
soaking the couch ,
boner in my holster and it's poking out
hopeless now ,
busty brunettes working behind the counter
my thoughts race vividly i imagine
the bangin' ,
the laughter ,
she had a fat ass and that's what i asked for
no baby , i dont want
no coffee , no donuts ,
just the plump chubb where your asshole dumps
she was no fun
and looked at me strange
as if i was in a cage ,
i'm miserable , i'm cynical , in a fit of rage
i walked to the bathroom
and closed the stall to the shitter
clothes off stroking my balls till my scrotum was raw as i whimpered.............
I think i'll call you Sunnydangerous predicaments ,
i'm staying awake in the late A.M . medicated with the pistol in
my right hand
shiny and new ,
it's by my side , glued
to the finger with the trigger
having pressure applied
violence in my eyes man i'm ready to die
expecting demise
reflecting on times
better than the current
mental edge gone dead , desolate , all this urine
in my jeans ,
soaking the couch ,
boner in my holster and it's poking out
hopeless now ,
busty brunettes working behind the counter
my thoughts race vividly i imagine
the bangin' ,
the laughter ,
she had a fat ass and that's what i asked for
no baby , i dont want
no coffee , no donuts ,
just the plump chubb where your asshole dumps
she was no fun
and looked at me strange
as if i was in a cage ,
i'm miserable , i'm cynical , in a fit of rage
i walked to the bathroom
and closed the stall to the shitter
clothes off stroking my balls till my scrotum was raw as i whimpered.............
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