Posted:
#1151
I dunno if it helped Proto, but it helped me . . . . . . . . . . .take a shit.
Troubled Waters
Posted:
#1157
Quote Originally Posted by drJ:
maybe proto took this song too seriously
hey doc....you are a strange efn dude...maybe proto took this song too seriously
Butthole Surfers Song Pepper Full Version
Posted:
#1158
Quote Originally Posted by drJ:
maybe proto took this song too seriously
Not a bad ditty.Those last few guitar licks reminded me of some song that i cant drag from my brain, yet.
maybe proto took this song too seriously
Butthole Surfers Song Pepper Full Version
Posted:
#1159
Well I fell off the wagon. Wife drug me to the mall a couple days ago. I did not want to and pitched a fit just like a child. She told me I had to so I went. While there I couldn't help but notice that there was so many young, fertile women there who looked like delicate flowers.
We decided to eat and one of them was in front of me and she smelled so good. I wanted to smell her hair so bad. So I leaned forward with wife not looking and stuck my nose in her hair. It instantly took me back to the prairies, I was instantly a young man with life in front of me and flowers all around. I didn't want to push it so I backed off. When I did I became sad. I wanted to caress this creature in front of me. But I couldn't. I started to well up. Do you guys know what this is like? You see a girl in passing and want to be with her, but know you will likely never see her again?
I told my wife I needed to go to the bathroom, and under immense stress from what had happened I went to the bar. I drank with a couple of black guys who were there buying everything in sight. My phone was turned to vibrate and as I drank. It kept going off, so I turned it to silent. These guys told me how they sell drugs, how they have a certain number of blocks that they hold down, not allowing outsiders to sell there. I was telling jokes and they were laughing. I am at ease when drinking. I had a good time but it was not destined to last.
When I got home after catching a cab (wife left me), I decided to quarantine myself because I was hating myself. I was enamored by these guys and wanted to be like them. Cool like I use to be. But it is not to be guys. I don't think I can recapture it. Memories and images of what use to be is all there is left.
As I lay down tonight I will think back to the girl I saw at the mall, how she captured my heart, and how I would love to dance in the pastures with her. Pastures of cherry blossoms. Maybe if I danced naked in the cherry blossoms other girls would consider me to be back in the game. Back in effect. A desirable guy.
I'm a "Zero"
We decided to eat and one of them was in front of me and she smelled so good. I wanted to smell her hair so bad. So I leaned forward with wife not looking and stuck my nose in her hair. It instantly took me back to the prairies, I was instantly a young man with life in front of me and flowers all around. I didn't want to push it so I backed off. When I did I became sad. I wanted to caress this creature in front of me. But I couldn't. I started to well up. Do you guys know what this is like? You see a girl in passing and want to be with her, but know you will likely never see her again?
I told my wife I needed to go to the bathroom, and under immense stress from what had happened I went to the bar. I drank with a couple of black guys who were there buying everything in sight. My phone was turned to vibrate and as I drank. It kept going off, so I turned it to silent. These guys told me how they sell drugs, how they have a certain number of blocks that they hold down, not allowing outsiders to sell there. I was telling jokes and they were laughing. I am at ease when drinking. I had a good time but it was not destined to last.
When I got home after catching a cab (wife left me), I decided to quarantine myself because I was hating myself. I was enamored by these guys and wanted to be like them. Cool like I use to be. But it is not to be guys. I don't think I can recapture it. Memories and images of what use to be is all there is left.
As I lay down tonight I will think back to the girl I saw at the mall, how she captured my heart, and how I would love to dance in the pastures with her. Pastures of cherry blossoms. Maybe if I danced naked in the cherry blossoms other girls would consider me to be back in the game. Back in effect. A desirable guy.
I'm a "Zero"
Posted:
#1160
After Lebron wins the NBA championship what is his life going to be like? Can you imagine what his life will be like? I mean he is already a star that every girl in the world wants to sleep with, 2 time MVP, and he makes tens of millions. Add an NBA championship in there and what more can you ask for?
This makes me want to ask a stranger to put me in the figure 4 leg lock, and not let me go when I say enough. Or maybe somebody can put me in the camel clutch. Have you ever been put in the camel clutch? A tough position to be in, no doubt about it.
This makes me want to ask a stranger to put me in the figure 4 leg lock, and not let me go when I say enough. Or maybe somebody can put me in the camel clutch. Have you ever been put in the camel clutch? A tough position to be in, no doubt about it.
Posted:
#1163
returned from the darkside by the surfers
stay thirsty my friend.
oh, drug dealing is bad mkay
drinks for free from black drug dealers is okay though, add some roofey tales next time.....just a literary hint.
i was under general anesthesia today for an hour....who knows what really happened
stay thirsty my friend.
oh, drug dealing is bad mkay
drinks for free from black drug dealers is okay though, add some roofey tales next time.....just a literary hint.
i was under general anesthesia today for an hour....who knows what really happened
Posted:
#1164
Quote Originally Posted by drJ:
returned from the darkside by the surfers
stay thirsty my friend.
oh, drug dealing is bad mkay
drinks for free from black drug dealers is okay though, add some roofey tales next time.....just a literary hint.
i was under general anesthesia today for an hour....who knows what really happened
Hope all went wellreturned from the darkside by the surfers
stay thirsty my friend.
oh, drug dealing is bad mkay
drinks for free from black drug dealers is okay though, add some roofey tales next time.....just a literary hint.
i was under general anesthesia today for an hour....who knows what really happened
Posted:
#1165
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Well I fell off the wagon. Wife drug me to the mall a couple days ago. I did not want to and pitched a fit just like a child. She told me I had to so I went. While there I couldn't help but notice that there was so many young, fertile women there who looked like delicate flowers.
We decided to eat and one of them was in front of me and she smelled so good. I wanted to smell her hair so bad. So I leaned forward with wife not looking and stuck my nose in her hair. It instantly took me back to the prairies, I was instantly a young man with life in front of me and flowers all around. I didn't want to push it so I backed off. When I did I became sad. I wanted to caress this creature in front of me. But I couldn't. I started to well up. Do you guys know what this is like? You see a girl in passing and want to be with her, but know you will likely never see her again?
I told my wife I needed to go to the bathroom, and under immense stress from what had happened I went to the bar. I drank with a couple of black guys who were there buying everything in sight. My phone was turned to vibrate and as I drank. It kept going off, so I turned it to silent. These guys told me how they sell drugs, how they have a certain number of blocks that they hold down, not allowing outsiders to sell there. I was telling jokes and they were laughing. I am at ease when drinking. I had a good time but it was not destined to last.
When I got home after catching a cab (wife left me), I decided to quarantine myself because I was hating myself. I was enamored by these guys and wanted to be like them. Cool like I use to be. But it is not to be guys. I don't think I can recapture it. Memories and images of what use to be is all there is left.
As I lay down tonight I will think back to the girl I saw at the mall, how she captured my heart, and how I would love to dance in the pastures with her. Pastures of cherry blossoms. Maybe if I danced naked in the cherry blossoms other girls would consider me to be back in the game. Back in effect. A desirable guy.
I'm a "Zero"
On those rare ocassions i get dragged to the mall i make sure i get my drink on before hand. Proto dancing naked in fields is risky business. https://youtu.be/lwr4mqN1TXY
Well I fell off the wagon. Wife drug me to the mall a couple days ago. I did not want to and pitched a fit just like a child. She told me I had to so I went. While there I couldn't help but notice that there was so many young, fertile women there who looked like delicate flowers.
We decided to eat and one of them was in front of me and she smelled so good. I wanted to smell her hair so bad. So I leaned forward with wife not looking and stuck my nose in her hair. It instantly took me back to the prairies, I was instantly a young man with life in front of me and flowers all around. I didn't want to push it so I backed off. When I did I became sad. I wanted to caress this creature in front of me. But I couldn't. I started to well up. Do you guys know what this is like? You see a girl in passing and want to be with her, but know you will likely never see her again?
I told my wife I needed to go to the bathroom, and under immense stress from what had happened I went to the bar. I drank with a couple of black guys who were there buying everything in sight. My phone was turned to vibrate and as I drank. It kept going off, so I turned it to silent. These guys told me how they sell drugs, how they have a certain number of blocks that they hold down, not allowing outsiders to sell there. I was telling jokes and they were laughing. I am at ease when drinking. I had a good time but it was not destined to last.
When I got home after catching a cab (wife left me), I decided to quarantine myself because I was hating myself. I was enamored by these guys and wanted to be like them. Cool like I use to be. But it is not to be guys. I don't think I can recapture it. Memories and images of what use to be is all there is left.
As I lay down tonight I will think back to the girl I saw at the mall, how she captured my heart, and how I would love to dance in the pastures with her. Pastures of cherry blossoms. Maybe if I danced naked in the cherry blossoms other girls would consider me to be back in the game. Back in effect. A desirable guy.
I'm a "Zero"
Posted:
#1166
Quote Originally Posted by drJ:
returned from the darkside by the surfers
stay thirsty my friend.
oh, drug dealing is bad mkay
drinks for free from black drug dealers is okay though, add some roofey tales next time.....just a literary hint.
i was under general anesthesia today for an hour....who knows what really happened
looks like we have another member entering the fold...returned from the darkside by the surfers
stay thirsty my friend.
oh, drug dealing is bad mkay
drinks for free from black drug dealers is okay though, add some roofey tales next time.....just a literary hint.
i was under general anesthesia today for an hour....who knows what really happened
Posted:
#1168
This is how deep my sickness runs. I posted a video I had not seen in a while. The singer is a beautiful girl and now I am obsessed with her. Looking at pictures on the internet of her. Getting mad because surely some other man is touching her at night.
Iwin you tell me....what kind of a freak have I become? I have become a person that me and my friends would have laughed at 15 years ago.
I may faint at any moment, is this normal for a man in his mid 30's? I live in my own little world now guys. I talk to myself. Sometimes I laugh at things I say. Sometimes I cry at the things I say to myself.
I need sleep now. No I'm not going to work. I will be on the couch like a looney toon.
Iwin you tell me....what kind of a freak have I become? I have become a person that me and my friends would have laughed at 15 years ago.
I may faint at any moment, is this normal for a man in his mid 30's? I live in my own little world now guys. I talk to myself. Sometimes I laugh at things I say. Sometimes I cry at the things I say to myself.
I need sleep now. No I'm not going to work. I will be on the couch like a looney toon.
Posted:
#1169
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
This is how deep my sickness runs. I posted a video I had not seen in a while. The singer is a beautiful girl and now I am obsessed with her. Looking at pictures on the internet of her. Getting mad because surely some other man is touching her at night.
Iwin you tell me....what kind of a freak have I become? I have become a person that me and my friends would have laughed at 15 years ago.
I may faint at any moment, is this normal for a man in his mid 30's? I live in my own little world now guys. I talk to myself. Sometimes I laugh at things I say. Sometimes I cry at the things I say to myself.
I need sleep now. No I'm not going to work. I will be on the couch like a looney toon.
Proto,when did your descent into purgatory begin.If we could pinpoint this it would be helpfull. Think Proto think, what was it that turned you into a sniveling shell of a man? Have you been here before? Are you paying now for deeds commited in another life? Proto, please do me one favor, its important. Get your monkey ass off the sofa and go to work. Money is more important than happyness, and you can purchase happiness with cash. Get well buddy.
This is how deep my sickness runs. I posted a video I had not seen in a while. The singer is a beautiful girl and now I am obsessed with her. Looking at pictures on the internet of her. Getting mad because surely some other man is touching her at night.
Iwin you tell me....what kind of a freak have I become? I have become a person that me and my friends would have laughed at 15 years ago.
I may faint at any moment, is this normal for a man in his mid 30's? I live in my own little world now guys. I talk to myself. Sometimes I laugh at things I say. Sometimes I cry at the things I say to myself.
I need sleep now. No I'm not going to work. I will be on the couch like a looney toon.
Posted:
#1172
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
This is how deep my sickness runs. I posted a video I had not seen in a while. The singer is a beautiful girl and now I am obsessed with her. Looking at pictures on the internet of her. Getting mad because surely some other man is touching her at night.
Iwin you tell me....what kind of a freak have I become? I have become a person that me and my friends would have laughed at 15 years ago.
I may faint at any moment, is this normal for a man in his mid 30's? I live in my own little world now guys. I talk to myself. Sometimes I laugh at things I say. Sometimes I cry at the things I say to myself.
I need sleep now. No I'm not going to work. I will be on the couch like a looney toon.
This is how deep my sickness runs. I posted a video I had not seen in a while. The singer is a beautiful girl and now I am obsessed with her. Looking at pictures on the internet of her. Getting mad because surely some other man is touching her at night.
Iwin you tell me....what kind of a freak have I become? I have become a person that me and my friends would have laughed at 15 years ago.
I may faint at any moment, is this normal for a man in his mid 30's? I live in my own little world now guys. I talk to myself. Sometimes I laugh at things I say. Sometimes I cry at the things I say to myself.
I need sleep now. No I'm not going to work. I will be on the couch like a looney toon.
Your alright in my book buddy
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