Proto, do something with your life. Quit using your body as an excuse to be a leech on your wife. Enroll into a couple of classes , do something with your kids if you have any. I can't remember if you said you did.. DO SOMETHING.
Proto, do something with your life. Quit using your body as an excuse to be a leech on your wife. Enroll into a couple of classes , do something with your kids if you have any. I can't remember if you said you did.. DO SOMETHING.
You are not an old man. Remember the good ole days? Fuck the good ole days. Grow up and move on. Remember why you proposed to your wife. Remember what you felt the first time you realized you loved her. Get up in the morning....start a workout regimen. Run, work out. That alone will change your life. It's hard? Fuck yeah its hard but what ever in life that's good comes from taking the easy road? The transition will suck but once you get over that hump, it will become a part of your life.
Taco Bell is over. Starting today. Set 2 short-term goals for yourself and 2 long-term goals. Save some money. That 20 bucks you dont gamble seems like shit with all your debt right? Who fuckin cares. Save it. And continue to do so. Eventually, you will build a nice little nest. How your wife hasn't thrown you into the streets by now is mind-boggling to me. Feel like it's over for you? Get the fuck outta here, you can walk, cant you? You are a intelligent man but you keep feeling sorry for yourself and you are in need of some tough love. Get over it Proto...things do not go as planned. Quit reflecting on the good ole days...snorting coke with hot bitches, jesus christ grow up already. Create a purpose for living. Surprise your wife with something positive. It's amazing how quickly you yourself can decide to change your life forever. Wake up in the morning...go for a run. Clear your head. Start over. Today. Addicted to med's? Flush them. Sweat it out. You can do it.
Proto,
You are not an old man. Remember the good ole days? Fuck the good ole days. Grow up and move on. Remember why you proposed to your wife. Remember what you felt the first time you realized you loved her. Get up in the morning....start a workout regimen. Run, work out. That alone will change your life. It's hard? Fuck yeah its hard but what ever in life that's good comes from taking the easy road? The transition will suck but once you get over that hump, it will become a part of your life.
Taco Bell is over. Starting today. Set 2 short-term goals for yourself and 2 long-term goals. Save some money. That 20 bucks you dont gamble seems like shit with all your debt right? Who fuckin cares. Save it. And continue to do so. Eventually, you will build a nice little nest. How your wife hasn't thrown you into the streets by now is mind-boggling to me. Feel like it's over for you? Get the fuck outta here, you can walk, cant you? You are a intelligent man but you keep feeling sorry for yourself and you are in need of some tough love. Get over it Proto...things do not go as planned. Quit reflecting on the good ole days...snorting coke with hot bitches, jesus christ grow up already. Create a purpose for living. Surprise your wife with something positive. It's amazing how quickly you yourself can decide to change your life forever. Wake up in the morning...go for a run. Clear your head. Start over. Today. Addicted to med's? Flush them. Sweat it out. You can do it.
Boys I really appreciate the concern. I do not use my wife, she understands the depths of my addictions. She knows I am going to try to get clean. Irish08 I did flush my meds one time and quit breathing. They thought I had permanent brain damage. Doc said if I tried it again I would probably die. You can't stop long term benzo use all at once. You can but you are playing with fire and will suffer.
Don't ever give that advice to anybody. To just stop taking physically addictive meds. If they are on benzos they can and will die from it.
I did stop taco bell for the most part. I now eat grilled chicken at chik fil a.
I did surprise my wife on Valentines Day and she was very happy. She is a great person and very happy with me and the battle I have won to get off of hard drugs. She is happy I am alive and able to be with and spend lots of time with our child. I am very fortunate to be alive. Thank God all the time for it. I enjoy being with my child daily it is what keeps me going.
My good friend equalblueberries was a great man and taught me humility. We would shoot the dirt and he held my hand through some recent hard times. He is not around anymore oh how much I miss my friend equalblueberries.
Michael Paul is a great friend of mine. He is there for me. I have lots of friends in this thread and it seems that is going to have to be good enough for a long time. Irish08 you are a good man but you are an alpha male who likes to tell guys to man up. When I try to man up I fall on my face. calicapping also alpha male. Yikes I being bombareded.
I am going to try harder just for you two guys. I will try to be happy and get moving. Wish meluck. Gonna start in a few weeks.
irsh08 do you know what happened to my friend equalblueberries? I am worried about him. Maybe I will win the lottery soon then I could shoot the dirt like I want to again. irish08 if I win the lottery I would give you a nice bonus for your encouragement.
Everybody wants to rule the world-Tears for Fears
Boys I really appreciate the concern. I do not use my wife, she understands the depths of my addictions. She knows I am going to try to get clean. Irish08 I did flush my meds one time and quit breathing. They thought I had permanent brain damage. Doc said if I tried it again I would probably die. You can't stop long term benzo use all at once. You can but you are playing with fire and will suffer.
Don't ever give that advice to anybody. To just stop taking physically addictive meds. If they are on benzos they can and will die from it.
I did stop taco bell for the most part. I now eat grilled chicken at chik fil a.
I did surprise my wife on Valentines Day and she was very happy. She is a great person and very happy with me and the battle I have won to get off of hard drugs. She is happy I am alive and able to be with and spend lots of time with our child. I am very fortunate to be alive. Thank God all the time for it. I enjoy being with my child daily it is what keeps me going.
My good friend equalblueberries was a great man and taught me humility. We would shoot the dirt and he held my hand through some recent hard times. He is not around anymore oh how much I miss my friend equalblueberries.
Michael Paul is a great friend of mine. He is there for me. I have lots of friends in this thread and it seems that is going to have to be good enough for a long time. Irish08 you are a good man but you are an alpha male who likes to tell guys to man up. When I try to man up I fall on my face. calicapping also alpha male. Yikes I being bombareded.
I am going to try harder just for you two guys. I will try to be happy and get moving. Wish meluck. Gonna start in a few weeks.
irsh08 do you know what happened to my friend equalblueberries? I am worried about him. Maybe I will win the lottery soon then I could shoot the dirt like I want to again. irish08 if I win the lottery I would give you a nice bonus for your encouragement.
Thanks Irish08. Tomorrow I will ask my wife if she will give me a beating with a belt to see if it will change my outlook and get me going in the positive direction. Hopefully the lashes wont get infected and I hope my friend equalblueberries is ok now as well. I had an argument with my friend equalblueberries one time and punished myself as a result. We made up quickly though but I still have the scar.
Thanks Irish08. Tomorrow I will ask my wife if she will give me a beating with a belt to see if it will change my outlook and get me going in the positive direction. Hopefully the lashes wont get infected and I hope my friend equalblueberries is ok now as well. I had an argument with my friend equalblueberries one time and punished myself as a result. We made up quickly though but I still have the scar.
Boys I really appreciate the
concern. I do not use my wife, she understands the depths of my
addictions. She knows I am going to try to get clean. Irish08 I did
flush my meds one time and quit breathing. They thought I had
permanent brain damage. Doc said if I tried it again I would probably
die. You can't stop long term benzo use all at once. You can but you
are playing with fire and will suffer.
Don't ever give that
advice to anybody. To just stop taking physically addictive meds. If
they are on benzos they can and will die from it.
I did stop taco bell for the most part. I now eat grilled chicken at chik fil a.
I
did surprise my wife on Valentines Day and she was very happy. She is
a great person and very happy with me and the battle I have won to get
off of hard drugs. She is happy I am alive and able to be with and
spend lots of time with our child. I am very fortunate to be alive.
Thank God all the time for it. I enjoy being with my child daily it is
what keeps me going.
My good friend equalblueberries was a
great man and taught me humility. We would shoot the dirt and he held
my hand through some recent hard times. He is not around anymore oh
how much I miss my friend equalblueberries.
Michael Paul is a
great friend of mine. He is there for me. I have lots of friends in
this thread and it seems that is going to have to be good enough for a
long time. Irish08 you are a good man but you are an alpha male who
likes to tell guys to man up. When I try to man up I fall on my face.
calicapping also alpha male. Yikes I being bombareded.
I am
going to try harder just for you two guys. I will try to be happy and
get moving. Wish meluck. Gonna start in a few weeks.
irsh08 do
you know what happened to my friend equalblueberries? I am worried
about him. Maybe I will win the lottery soon then I could shoot the
dirt like I want to again. irish08 if I win the lottery I would give
you a nice bonus for your encouragement.
A lot a name dropping going on there Prote. The dirt we have shot could
fill the Panama canal, so be sure to include your comrade slik next
time. Just kidding, glad to see you resisting gravity in all its forms.
You stay up Prote, you stay up brother.
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Boys I really appreciate the concern. I do not use my wife, she understands the depths of my addictions. She knows I am going to try to get clean. Irish08 I did flush my meds one time and quit breathing. They thought I had permanent brain damage. Doc said if I tried it again I would probably die. You can't stop long term benzo use all at once. You can but you are playing with fire and will suffer.
Don't ever give that advice to anybody. To just stop taking physically addictive meds. If they are on benzos they can and will die from it.
I did stop taco bell for the most part. I now eat grilled chicken at chik fil a.
I did surprise my wife on Valentines Day and she was very happy. She is a great person and very happy with me and the battle I have won to get off of hard drugs. She is happy I am alive and able to be with and spend lots of time with our child. I am very fortunate to be alive. Thank God all the time for it. I enjoy being with my child daily it is what keeps me going.
My good friend equalblueberries was a great man and taught me humility. We would shoot the dirt and he held my hand through some recent hard times. He is not around anymore oh how much I miss my friend equalblueberries.
Michael Paul is a great friend of mine. He is there for me. I have lots of friends in this thread and it seems that is going to have to be good enough for a long time. Irish08 you are a good man but you are an alpha male who likes to tell guys to man up. When I try to man up I fall on my face. calicapping also alpha male. Yikes I being bombareded.
I am going to try harder just for you two guys. I will try to be happy and get moving. Wish meluck. Gonna start in a few weeks.
irsh08 do you know what happened to my friend equalblueberries? I am worried about him. Maybe I will win the lottery soon then I could shoot the dirt like I want to again. irish08 if I win the lottery I would give you a nice bonus for your encouragement.
Everybody wants to rule the world-Tears for Fears
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Boys I really appreciate the
concern. I do not use my wife, she understands the depths of my
addictions. She knows I am going to try to get clean. Irish08 I did
flush my meds one time and quit breathing. They thought I had
permanent brain damage. Doc said if I tried it again I would probably
die. You can't stop long term benzo use all at once. You can but you
are playing with fire and will suffer.
Don't ever give that
advice to anybody. To just stop taking physically addictive meds. If
they are on benzos they can and will die from it.
I did stop taco bell for the most part. I now eat grilled chicken at chik fil a.
I
did surprise my wife on Valentines Day and she was very happy. She is
a great person and very happy with me and the battle I have won to get
off of hard drugs. She is happy I am alive and able to be with and
spend lots of time with our child. I am very fortunate to be alive.
Thank God all the time for it. I enjoy being with my child daily it is
what keeps me going.
My good friend equalblueberries was a
great man and taught me humility. We would shoot the dirt and he held
my hand through some recent hard times. He is not around anymore oh
how much I miss my friend equalblueberries.
Michael Paul is a
great friend of mine. He is there for me. I have lots of friends in
this thread and it seems that is going to have to be good enough for a
long time. Irish08 you are a good man but you are an alpha male who
likes to tell guys to man up. When I try to man up I fall on my face.
calicapping also alpha male. Yikes I being bombareded.
I am
going to try harder just for you two guys. I will try to be happy and
get moving. Wish meluck. Gonna start in a few weeks.
irsh08 do
you know what happened to my friend equalblueberries? I am worried
about him. Maybe I will win the lottery soon then I could shoot the
dirt like I want to again. irish08 if I win the lottery I would give
you a nice bonus for your encouragement.
A lot a name dropping going on there Prote. The dirt we have shot could
fill the Panama canal, so be sure to include your comrade slik next
time. Just kidding, glad to see you resisting gravity in all its forms.
You stay up Prote, you stay up brother.
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Boys I really appreciate the concern. I do not use my wife, she understands the depths of my addictions. She knows I am going to try to get clean. Irish08 I did flush my meds one time and quit breathing. They thought I had permanent brain damage. Doc said if I tried it again I would probably die. You can't stop long term benzo use all at once. You can but you are playing with fire and will suffer.
Don't ever give that advice to anybody. To just stop taking physically addictive meds. If they are on benzos they can and will die from it.
I did stop taco bell for the most part. I now eat grilled chicken at chik fil a.
I did surprise my wife on Valentines Day and she was very happy. She is a great person and very happy with me and the battle I have won to get off of hard drugs. She is happy I am alive and able to be with and spend lots of time with our child. I am very fortunate to be alive. Thank God all the time for it. I enjoy being with my child daily it is what keeps me going.
My good friend equalblueberries was a great man and taught me humility. We would shoot the dirt and he held my hand through some recent hard times. He is not around anymore oh how much I miss my friend equalblueberries.
Michael Paul is a great friend of mine. He is there for me. I have lots of friends in this thread and it seems that is going to have to be good enough for a long time. Irish08 you are a good man but you are an alpha male who likes to tell guys to man up. When I try to man up I fall on my face. calicapping also alpha male. Yikes I being bombareded.
I am going to try harder just for you two guys. I will try to be happy and get moving. Wish meluck. Gonna start in a few weeks.
irsh08 do you know what happened to my friend equalblueberries? I am worried about him. Maybe I will win the lottery soon then I could shoot the dirt like I want to again. irish08 if I win the lottery I would give you a nice bonus for your encouragement.
A lot a name dropping going on there Prote. The dirt we have shot could
fill the Panama canal, so be sure to include your comrade slik next
time. Just kidding, glad to see you resisting gravity in all its forms.
You stay up Prote, you stay up brother
A lot a name dropping going on there Prote. The dirt we have shot could
fill the Panama canal, so be sure to include your comrade slik next
time. Just kidding, glad to see you resisting gravity in all its forms.
You stay up Prote, you stay up brother
You are not an old man. Remember the good ole days? Fuck the good ole days. Grow up and move on. Remember why you proposed to your wife. Remember what you felt the first time you realized you loved her. Get up in the morning....start a workout regimen. Run, work out. That alone will change your life. It's hard? Fuck yeah its hard but what ever in life that's good comes from taking the easy road? The transition will suck but once you get over that hump, it will become a part of your life.
Taco Bell is over. Starting today. Set 2 short-term goals for yourself and 2 long-term goals. Save some money. That 20 bucks you dont gamble seems like shit with all your debt right? Who fuckin cares. Save it. And continue to do so. Eventually, you will build a nice little nest. How your wife hasn't thrown you into the streets by now is mind-boggling to me. Feel like it's over for you? Get the fuck outta here, you can walk, cant you? You are a intelligent man but you keep feeling sorry for yourself and you are in need of some tough love. Get over it Proto...things do not go as planned. Quit reflecting on the good ole days...snorting coke with hot bitches, jesus christ grow up already. Create a purpose for living. Surprise your wife with something positive. It's amazing how quickly you yourself can decide to change your life forever. Wake up in the morning...go for a run. Clear your head. Start over. Today. Addicted to med's? Flush them. Sweat it out. You can do it.
You are not an old man. Remember the good ole days? Fuck the good ole days. Grow up and move on. Remember why you proposed to your wife. Remember what you felt the first time you realized you loved her. Get up in the morning....start a workout regimen. Run, work out. That alone will change your life. It's hard? Fuck yeah its hard but what ever in life that's good comes from taking the easy road? The transition will suck but once you get over that hump, it will become a part of your life.
Taco Bell is over. Starting today. Set 2 short-term goals for yourself and 2 long-term goals. Save some money. That 20 bucks you dont gamble seems like shit with all your debt right? Who fuckin cares. Save it. And continue to do so. Eventually, you will build a nice little nest. How your wife hasn't thrown you into the streets by now is mind-boggling to me. Feel like it's over for you? Get the fuck outta here, you can walk, cant you? You are a intelligent man but you keep feeling sorry for yourself and you are in need of some tough love. Get over it Proto...things do not go as planned. Quit reflecting on the good ole days...snorting coke with hot bitches, jesus christ grow up already. Create a purpose for living. Surprise your wife with something positive. It's amazing how quickly you yourself can decide to change your life forever. Wake up in the morning...go for a run. Clear your head. Start over. Today. Addicted to med's? Flush them. Sweat it out. You can do it.
Thanks Irish08. Tomorrow I will ask my wife if she will give me a beating with a belt to see if it will change my outlook and get me going in the positive direction. Hopefully the lashes wont get infected and I hope my friend equalblueberries is ok now as well. I had an argument with my friend equalblueberries one time and punished myself as a result. We made up quickly though but I still have the scar.
Get her to kick you in the balls while she's at it
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Thanks Irish08. Tomorrow I will ask my wife if she will give me a beating with a belt to see if it will change my outlook and get me going in the positive direction. Hopefully the lashes wont get infected and I hope my friend equalblueberries is ok now as well. I had an argument with my friend equalblueberries one time and punished myself as a result. We made up quickly though but I still have the scar.
Get her to kick you in the balls while she's at it
Ok now I need to be brief here penile infection is hurting. I need to go to the doctor again. I hate doing that. At the docs office I have to say umm, I have a penis infection and have no idea where I got it. I can hear the nurses laughing now. Been once but have to get another opinion.
Sashimi I wouldn't mind making millions that's for sure. Got any connections? Gee I hope you aren't supposed to have any kind of personality to apply for a job like you describe. If so I'm screwed.
I have decided to start moving down on my methadone. After my wife beat me today with the belt she must have enjoyed it because she said she is going to do it weekly until I start trying to get my act together. I cried as she lashed my back and butt. I tried to run once but tripped over the dog. She caught me before I had a chance to get up and hit harder than ever. I hollered. In the back of my mind I figured she was taking out her frustrations of the holes I made in the wall. The more I squirmed and wiggled the harder she lashed. She hugged me after it was over and dried my eyes. Don't worry I am covered in Neosporin now.
Well its the middle of the month and this is when I get in my email all the bills I will owe come first of next month. This is always depressing. Makes me squirm but what doesn't.
Pay Dues-SOM
Ok now I need to be brief here penile infection is hurting. I need to go to the doctor again. I hate doing that. At the docs office I have to say umm, I have a penis infection and have no idea where I got it. I can hear the nurses laughing now. Been once but have to get another opinion.
Sashimi I wouldn't mind making millions that's for sure. Got any connections? Gee I hope you aren't supposed to have any kind of personality to apply for a job like you describe. If so I'm screwed.
I have decided to start moving down on my methadone. After my wife beat me today with the belt she must have enjoyed it because she said she is going to do it weekly until I start trying to get my act together. I cried as she lashed my back and butt. I tried to run once but tripped over the dog. She caught me before I had a chance to get up and hit harder than ever. I hollered. In the back of my mind I figured she was taking out her frustrations of the holes I made in the wall. The more I squirmed and wiggled the harder she lashed. She hugged me after it was over and dried my eyes. Don't worry I am covered in Neosporin now.
Well its the middle of the month and this is when I get in my email all the bills I will owe come first of next month. This is always depressing. Makes me squirm but what doesn't.
Thats it I feel Proto has reached a level of fame personally and I dont feel I would be showing him 100% the respect he should have by merely posting. I will now only bow each time he posts becasue anything I say is pure nonsense and babble with no creativity
It starts now
Thats it I feel Proto has reached a level of fame personally and I dont feel I would be showing him 100% the respect he should have by merely posting. I will now only bow each time he posts becasue anything I say is pure nonsense and babble with no creativity
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