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I know you've all seen those kind of threads. I know you have. I don't care. I'm gonna do this because I lost every willing to wake up in the morning.
I got tears in my eyes and no fear in my blood. I got my GF. Got my dogs. Got my life. But I'm all locked in this gambling losing. I can't go out down 300k. I CAN'T!
I'm not the tyipcal gambler that lost it all. I'm not in huge debts. Luckily I come from a solid family, not filthy rich, but we are in good position. Not got enough to lose 300k though.
My daily job which has nice income allowed me to take loans every time I lost - Bank approved me every time. NO ONE IN THE WORLD KNOWS I LOST THAT AMOUNT.
All in all - I lost about 300k-350k. I'm actually pretty shocked myself. Never thought it will come to that when I started betting 30$ at 17. But you all know those stories.
I got something like 20k left behind me which will be enough for barely 2 months of rent+living+paying loans back.
I'm sick and tired of being pretty good at gambling, but not taking advantage that I win some bets. I'm so pathetic at being disciplined and my management is sick.
I will get tons of hate when you see what I'm about to do BUT I DONT CARE CAUSE I GOT NO FEAR ANYMORE. So haters are welcome. But I will track everything I'm gonna bet right here and prove myself I'm no loser. I can take advantage when I win.
You all should remember that I'm paying monthly credit in my gambling so if at any point I'm down all my money, you should that I can still bet. If the month is over, then I'm in trouble. I will have to tell some one from my family.
By the end of June 2015 every penny will be back in my bank. I guaranteed it to myself.
My record here for now is obviously 0-0. I will post my first play later. You can fade the "loser" if you like. Sorry for being negative and skeptical about users here. I just know what this will bring.
Good luck to ME.
