Asking for acceptance

Look at you with all your friends!  


Not a good start for this under, it will be a nail-biter but there's a lot of time to go.  Let's have a nice defensive 2nd qtr

Final score: Auburn 34 - S. Carolina 27

Proto,



Nebraska is the real deal.



Their defense will get some big licks on Landry Jones all night long, and WILL force 2+ turnovers.  Nebraska's defense is just waaay better than Oklahoma's... OU may find a way to win, but I love getting 4 points with Nebraska

CAM ..... good D, they were all over him.  Can't imagine there wasn't someone open down the field.

The Auburn/SoCar game is now on pace to reach 100 points. I don't think he'll have any money left to bet.

Thanks for the help Getty.



You really bet sports?



You really see 28 point in a quarter and call the bet over?



That's a joke.



2 minutes left in the 2nd quarter and no points yet... thanks for the help

Crazy start, but the defenses settled things down in the 2nd quarter... along with dropped passes and penalties.  Your under still has a great chance at this point.

Fucking Hail Mary.

Brutal buddy.  21-14 really wasn't too bad.


Need south carolina to shit the bed and get shut out, fall behind big.


Auburn wins the 3rd quarter 13-0

Auburn wins the 4th quarter 7-0

get out of here with a push wishful thinking.

Tough one, proto, don't kill yourself bud.  What was your wife thinking!

Reading your post you seem extremely intelligent I would bet highly educated.  You're writing skills are beyond most which makes it hard for me to believe they are the work of  strung out junkie life time loser. Also you have no energy to shower yet can have the mental capacity to put together these intricate posts; seems odd?

ahhh man, freaking hail mary at end of first half totally killed momentum and all hopes of proto's eventual return from misery...Proto u may be a crazy son of a bitch...but u have some great taste in music...listen to some smif n wesson...pull up ur skirt and take control of your life...quit the benzos and have accountabilty for your actions...forgive yourself....forgive every one unconditionally...

Try reading the Travelers gift by Andy Andrews...Shooting the dirt...

Dopalicous you cant just quit benzos cold turkey if you are on a medium to high dose or you could actually get seizures and die. Benzos must be tappered over a long period of time in most cases. Dont mean to be a jerk i know you are just trying to help. To proto you didnt lose 17k you just lost you intial deposit which You said was under a 1K. Song for you and every gambler THE ACE OF SPADES BY MOTORHEAD!

Ya Proto if you only lost winnings than who cares? Just forget about that shit, smoke chron and move on. Ya heard bruh.

I lost a solid 10k last year and I was the best capper with the worst money management. Learn from your mistakes and move on.

Hey man completely understand quitting benzos isnt easy, also drinking and all that shit blah blah blah blah. But it will be a choice that proto needs to make. Shooting the dirt way to early on a Sunday morning, Proto ur the Fuc*&ing man...

here is a Jam to start your day off proto... Paradise

just let the guy talk...no need to make retarded comments...

Protostar, sounds like you had a very addictive personality.  Well unlike you just be happy with what you got. Sounds like you don't have much, but put it this way, you have a loving wife and daughter.  Put this way you can be worst. Either homeless on the corner somewhere, stuck on your hard drugs without a roof on your head.  Just enjoy the short life we have on this planet.  Money is money and when its lost its depressing, I know. I am a hard core degenerate gamble too. Keep your head up man!

Sorry its taken so long to get back boys but the sec championship under loss was a kick in the nuts that has had me on the couch for about 2 days now.  The worst thing is when I have to go through it in front of my wife who is watching the game too.  Since it wasnt as much money on the game I didnt explode but as time went on and I realized that I will start 2011 back in debt for the first time since i filed for bankruptcy years ago, the depression just got worse and worse.

I'm a loser and thats all there is to it.  Today I bought a scratch off ticket at the gas station and still have not scratched it off because I know I will be depressed when I lose the 10 dollars.  Thats what i am reduced to, buying scratch off tickets.  I have no more money to bet sports with. 

The reason i am going to start 2011 in debt is because our heat quit working yesterday.  And it just so happens that a cold spell is here.  last night was a night spent on the couch in front of a space heater. 

I dont have long but its not looking good guys.  Unless I hit the big one with that scratch off ticket I'm going to start 2011 like I started 2010 and that is depressed.

The night draws near and I wish upon the first star i see.  I feel just like a flea.  In this world you see.  I cant be me.  I'll never be totally free. 

I think about the happier times in my life and cry until my eyes can't see.

- ProtoStar December 2010

munchies for your bass 

Why don't you cancel your internet and sell your computer to pay the heat?

proto is back, man i don't care what people say....proto is a cool dude...now i wouldn't let you watch my niece's or anything type of cool; but u sure know how to keep a thread going...and best part is your choice in music...

hope you hit the big one with that scratch off please let us know how you did...covers GD is very, very curious...   

Am I the only one here who feels like I am doomed to live out a boring and depressed life?  Can anyone here me on this issue?  I almost want to get drunk again and go to the bar to shoot the dirt again like I use to.  But that would lead to cocaine use and I dont want to put my kid through that.

I hate myself.  I had such a bright future and now in a blink I am a middle aged, full fledged loser.  We got the heater fixed and credit card is maxed out.  I went from 17k in the plus in october and on top of the world to hundreds in debt and no way to pay it off now.  I want to hurt myself sometimes.  Many times a day.

Anybody else have demons of regret so bad that you spend about two thirds of every day wishing to go back to do it right?  My wife is going to a party tomorrow night and I'm not going because I would get drunk.  I haven't been to a party in 6 or 7 years.

I slept all day today and it seems like I could be making all these bad things up that are happening to us but I swear a rat or mouse woke me up trying to chew a bigger hole in the wall than the one I made.  I kept banging on the wall to make it shutup.  It would stop for a minute then come back. 

I'm just venting here guys please excuse me.  Am I the only one?

This is a great song.  Maybe the best I've put up yet. 
Hold me now-stay with me

bad video quality but sums up my life.  great song.

How could drinking lead to cocaine use? You must not be that broke if you can afford cocaine.

leggy drinking almost always leads to drug abuse of some sort. I know you where talking about being poor in another thread, no matter how broke you may be if you get too drunk it always leads to some sort of drug abuse...my two cents...


Merry Christmas Muthef%^kers...

Proto, do yourself a favor go to the party, dont drink....and shoot as much dirt as you can...life is all good. The Key to happiness is moving forward and not dwelling in past mistakes...

Again Merry Christmas Mutherf#$kers..

No wonder ur depressed prot,

U havent been shooting the dirt and have been buying scratch ticks.

So you are saying if I get really drunk people will just be giving me drugs for free just because getting real drunk somehow gets you drugs? That is not true. Getting real drunk when you are broke just gets you real drunk and passed out somewhere by yourself.