Posted:
#76
February 
Troubled Waters
Posted:
#77
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
I had a green bar under my name now its gone. There it is, thats my life in a nutshell. Had it but now its gone. Well today was typical I slept until 4pm when I woke up and drove to Taco Bell. I knew this eating trip would be the highlight of my day so I tried to take my time in Taco Bell.
I walked in slowly, let somebody else go in front of me in line, took my time looking at the menu when it was my turn to order (even though I already knew what I was going to get), then walked slowly with my food. I ate and drank slowly. I looked around the restaurant at all the people laughing and eating quickly, like they had somewhere and something more important to do after eating. Everyone seemed happy. A pretty girl walked by and did not smile at me. 5 years ago she would have smiled and given me a look. No longer. As I got down to my last bite of my burrito (2 dollar meal with Duritos and drink) I felt upset. My eating time was over and this made me depressed.
I got up thinking about ways to prolong it next time. I got in my car thinking if I should drive or just sit there in my car and stare at the highway. I knew I would not be betting today or tomorrow, and the drugs don't get me high anymore. I drove home, thinking maybe HBO (we got it free for 3 months for a screw up on our bill) will have a new movie that I will like when I get home. They didn't. I cried.
I stopped crying and started daydreaming about being psychic and able to predict games. How the money would come, how I would manage it, how I would have to lose games too so they don't find out I'm psychic. I would even need beards eventually to put in bets for me. By that time I would own an island by Johnny Depp and would matter in this life. Me and Depp would be friends because our islands would be beside each other. Then I snapped out of the daydream. I realized I wasn't psychic and considered burning my hand on the oven. Tomorrow is February. I can't wait.
Doorstep Girl
I had a green bar under my name now its gone. There it is, thats my life in a nutshell. Had it but now its gone. Well today was typical I slept until 4pm when I woke up and drove to Taco Bell. I knew this eating trip would be the highlight of my day so I tried to take my time in Taco Bell.
I walked in slowly, let somebody else go in front of me in line, took my time looking at the menu when it was my turn to order (even though I already knew what I was going to get), then walked slowly with my food. I ate and drank slowly. I looked around the restaurant at all the people laughing and eating quickly, like they had somewhere and something more important to do after eating. Everyone seemed happy. A pretty girl walked by and did not smile at me. 5 years ago she would have smiled and given me a look. No longer. As I got down to my last bite of my burrito (2 dollar meal with Duritos and drink) I felt upset. My eating time was over and this made me depressed.
I got up thinking about ways to prolong it next time. I got in my car thinking if I should drive or just sit there in my car and stare at the highway. I knew I would not be betting today or tomorrow, and the drugs don't get me high anymore. I drove home, thinking maybe HBO (we got it free for 3 months for a screw up on our bill) will have a new movie that I will like when I get home. They didn't. I cried.
I stopped crying and started daydreaming about being psychic and able to predict games. How the money would come, how I would manage it, how I would have to lose games too so they don't find out I'm psychic. I would even need beards eventually to put in bets for me. By that time I would own an island by Johnny Depp and would matter in this life. Me and Depp would be friends because our islands would be beside each other. Then I snapped out of the daydream. I realized I wasn't psychic and considered burning my hand on the oven. Tomorrow is February. I can't wait.
Doorstep Girl
Damn man what a thugged out hard life you live man. Nothing even on HBO I cant imagine anyone out there with a worse life then yours. I mean even the homeless people under the bridge freezing have at least cinemax and itunes on there gold plated ipods. I feel for yu man thats rough shit for someone to have to go through
Posted:
#78
I am up early today, I am sick. I will go back to sleep soon. But I came in to see what smartass comments might have been posted and here is one from I1oseBets. Let me tell you something punk, I am a depressed individual on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Just because a person is homeless doesn't mean they are depressed. I have a homework assignment for you. Go back and read the other thread I started and learn about me before you start running your smart mouth. 
On forums of any kind its not uncommon to find ignorance but you take the cake buddy. Congrats.
On forums of any kind its not uncommon to find ignorance but you take the cake buddy. Congrats.
Posted:
#79
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
I am up early today, I am sick. I will go back to sleep soon. But I came in to see what smartass comments might have been posted and here is one from I1oseBets. Let me tell you something punk, I am a depressed individual on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Just because a person is homeless doesn't mean they are depressed. I have a homework assignment for you. Go back and read the other thread I started and learn about me before you start running your smart mouth.
On forums of any kind its not uncommon to find ignorance but you take the cake buddy. Congrats.
I am up early today, I am sick. I will go back to sleep soon. But I came in to see what smartass comments might have been posted and here is one from I1oseBets. Let me tell you something punk, I am a depressed individual on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Just because a person is homeless doesn't mean they are depressed. I have a homework assignment for you. Go back and read the other thread I started and learn about me before you start running your smart mouth.
On forums of any kind its not uncommon to find ignorance but you take the cake buddy. Congrats.
Holy shit got put in my place by ProtoStar
Thats the fire I wanted to see from ya. Now pick yourself up off the ground and watch some HBo brotha 
Posted:
#80
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
I am up early today, I am sick. I will go back to sleep soon. But I came in to see what smartass comments might have been posted and here is one from I1oseBets. Let me tell you something punk, I am a depressed individual on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Just because a person is homeless doesn't mean they are depressed. I have a homework assignment for you. Go back and read the other thread I started and learn about me before you start running your smart mouth.
On forums of any kind its not uncommon to find ignorance but you take the cake buddy. Congrats.
I am up early today, I am sick. I will go back to sleep soon. But I came in to see what smartass comments might have been posted and here is one from I1oseBets. Let me tell you something punk, I am a depressed individual on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Just because a person is homeless doesn't mean they are depressed. I have a homework assignment for you. Go back and read the other thread I started and learn about me before you start running your smart mouth.
On forums of any kind its not uncommon to find ignorance but you take the cake buddy. Congrats.
I had to read that shit again. Thats the attitude to have man, dont take shit from nobody and let life get ya down. No bad how life gets one thing cant anything take away from ya is your mind,heart and innder pride. Good to see you can actually create a fire without it having to be burning money
Posted:
#85
the highlight of your day is going to Taco Bell and eating slowly, you have some serious issues. you need to get a grip bro, go out and appreciate mother nature. used to surf until my paddle board injured my heel, so been recuperating. miss the water,waves and friends at the beach. talk about beautiful babes in skimpy bikinis, wow!! but really mother nature can be a great remedy and tonic. Other guys go fishing to relax, diving, etc. gambling and drugs is not a very good combination. I've done volunteer prison work and most got in trouble from drugs. fantasizing about owning an island next to J. Depp is not an option. He was here last summer filming Pirates of the Caribbean IV.
Posted:
#89
Iwin I need to apologize for my unusual comments before. Just like my friend equalblueberries, you seem to be an alpha male and I am intimidated by you guys, so I lash out. After all, I am the loneliest punk himself, and alpha males will want to dominate over somebody like me. When I wrote what I did to you, I cried for half an hour because I thought I might hurt your feelings. I think I fainted after that. I just know I was shaking a lot. Blacked out until wife got home.
Today I looked in the mirror and I thought I was going to shatter the dam thing. I am a shell of my former self. I have gained 50 pounds and I look stupid. So instead of driving to Taco Bell I drove to Chik Fil A. I got a grilled chicken sandwich. I sat in my car and just ate it real quick. I savored my coca cola. Afterwards I felt empty. I noticed the people driving by, the pretty girls with the young guys. The lawyers and doctors who have such fun things to look forward to each day. I started shaking and started seeing dots. I was hyperventilating, luckily I had just gone through the drive through and had a paper bag to breathe into. So now there is chik fil a trash all in my car but I'm to depressed to get it out.
I got home and a neighborhood kid flashed the L at me. Loser sign. They know I am a depressed shut in. 10 years ago they would have paid 1000 dollars to hang out with me. No more.
I went to the grocery store tonight and wanted so badly to shoot the dirt with a pretty girl in the store. But I am a fat idiot, what if she asked me what I do for a living? Am I a professional gambler? Can I say that and be perceived as normal?
I have a penile infection that is getting worse. It is not an STD. Only the loneliest punk would contract a penile infection without having fun. February is here and next month it will be too hot to freaking breathe until next November. Spring is my worst time of year for many reasons, too many to name. Oh boy here we go.
Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have a life free from this plight.
I stand pretty much unseen, give me more than the life I see, give me symphonies-Dan Black
Today I looked in the mirror and I thought I was going to shatter the dam thing. I am a shell of my former self. I have gained 50 pounds and I look stupid. So instead of driving to Taco Bell I drove to Chik Fil A. I got a grilled chicken sandwich. I sat in my car and just ate it real quick. I savored my coca cola. Afterwards I felt empty. I noticed the people driving by, the pretty girls with the young guys. The lawyers and doctors who have such fun things to look forward to each day. I started shaking and started seeing dots. I was hyperventilating, luckily I had just gone through the drive through and had a paper bag to breathe into. So now there is chik fil a trash all in my car but I'm to depressed to get it out.
I got home and a neighborhood kid flashed the L at me. Loser sign. They know I am a depressed shut in. 10 years ago they would have paid 1000 dollars to hang out with me. No more.
I went to the grocery store tonight and wanted so badly to shoot the dirt with a pretty girl in the store. But I am a fat idiot, what if she asked me what I do for a living? Am I a professional gambler? Can I say that and be perceived as normal?
I have a penile infection that is getting worse. It is not an STD. Only the loneliest punk would contract a penile infection without having fun. February is here and next month it will be too hot to freaking breathe until next November. Spring is my worst time of year for many reasons, too many to name. Oh boy here we go.
Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have a life free from this plight.
I stand pretty much unseen, give me more than the life I see, give me symphonies-Dan Black
Posted:
#91
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Iwin I need to apologize for my unusual comments before. Just like my friend equalblueberries, you seem to be an alpha male and I am intimidated by you guys, so I lash out. After all, I am the loneliest punk himself, and alpha males will want to dominate over somebody like me. When I wrote what I did to you, I cried for half an hour because I thought I might hurt your feelings. I think I fainted after that. I just know I was shaking a lot. Blacked out until wife got home.
Today I looked in the mirror and I thought I was going to shatter the dam thing. I am a shell of my former self. I have gained 50 pounds and I look stupid. So instead of driving to Taco Bell I drove to Chik Fil A. I got a grilled chicken sandwich. I sat in my car and just ate it real quick. I savored my coca cola. Afterwards I felt empty. I noticed the people driving by, the pretty girls with the young guys. The lawyers and doctors who have such fun things to look forward to each day. I started shaking and started seeing dots. I was hyperventilating, luckily I had just gone through the drive through and had a paper bag to breathe into. So now there is chik fil a trash all in my car but I'm to depressed to get it out.
I got home and a neighborhood kid flashed the L at me. Loser sign. They know I am a depressed shut in. 10 years ago they would have paid 1000 dollars to hang out with me. No more.
I went to the grocery store tonight and wanted so badly to shoot the dirt with a pretty girl in the store. But I am a fat idiot, what if she asked me what I do for a living? Am I a professional gambler? Can I say that and be perceived as normal?
I have a penile infection that is getting worse. It is not an STD. Only the loneliest punk would contract a penile infection without having fun. February is here and next month it will be too hot to freaking breathe until next November. Spring is my worst time of year for many reasons, too many to name. Oh boy here we go.
Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have a life free from this plight.
I stand pretty much unseen, give me more than the life I see, give me symphonies-Dan Black
Iwin I need to apologize for my unusual comments before. Just like my friend equalblueberries, you seem to be an alpha male and I am intimidated by you guys, so I lash out. After all, I am the loneliest punk himself, and alpha males will want to dominate over somebody like me. When I wrote what I did to you, I cried for half an hour because I thought I might hurt your feelings. I think I fainted after that. I just know I was shaking a lot. Blacked out until wife got home.
Today I looked in the mirror and I thought I was going to shatter the dam thing. I am a shell of my former self. I have gained 50 pounds and I look stupid. So instead of driving to Taco Bell I drove to Chik Fil A. I got a grilled chicken sandwich. I sat in my car and just ate it real quick. I savored my coca cola. Afterwards I felt empty. I noticed the people driving by, the pretty girls with the young guys. The lawyers and doctors who have such fun things to look forward to each day. I started shaking and started seeing dots. I was hyperventilating, luckily I had just gone through the drive through and had a paper bag to breathe into. So now there is chik fil a trash all in my car but I'm to depressed to get it out.
I got home and a neighborhood kid flashed the L at me. Loser sign. They know I am a depressed shut in. 10 years ago they would have paid 1000 dollars to hang out with me. No more.
I went to the grocery store tonight and wanted so badly to shoot the dirt with a pretty girl in the store. But I am a fat idiot, what if she asked me what I do for a living? Am I a professional gambler? Can I say that and be perceived as normal?
I have a penile infection that is getting worse. It is not an STD. Only the loneliest punk would contract a penile infection without having fun. February is here and next month it will be too hot to freaking breathe until next November. Spring is my worst time of year for many reasons, too many to name. Oh boy here we go.
Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have a life free from this plight.
I stand pretty much unseen, give me more than the life I see, give me symphonies-Dan Black
I highly doubt that you felt that bad about it afterwards. But I honestly think you prolly did feel a lil down on yourself about it and for that I gotta say to you... why I have gave you some shit in this thread, burt admit I havent been down to the point rude to you just jokingly sayin my random shit. I actually loved seeing that fire come out in you.
You need to hold on to that fire and realize holy shit I am depressed and a lot of things in my life right now are a mess but...... SON OF A BITCH IM STILL ALIVE ... I can still breathe in air and jump into a refreshing pool or beach if I wanted to. As long as your still breathing there is honestly still time to make things right .....but Ill be damned if im going to be a ENABLER like michaelpaul is to you and let you thrive on your misery. Suck it up and find something positive that gets that fire from the inside from ya besides taco bells fire sauce
Posted:
#95
Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:
Iwin I need to apologize for my unusual comments before. Just like my friend equalblueberries, you seem to be an alpha male and I am intimidated by you guys, so I lash out. After all, I am the loneliest punk himself, and alpha males will want to dominate over somebody like me. When I wrote what I did to you, I cried for half an hour because I thought I might hurt your feelings. I think I fainted after that. I just know I was shaking a lot. Blacked out until wife got home.
Today I looked in the mirror and I thought I was going to shatter the dam thing. I am a shell of my former self. I have gained 50 pounds and I look stupid. So instead of driving to Taco Bell I drove to Chik Fil A. I got a grilled chicken sandwich. I sat in my car and just ate it real quick. I savored my coca cola. Afterwards I felt empty. I noticed the people driving by, the pretty girls with the young guys. The lawyers and doctors who have such fun things to look forward to each day. I started shaking and started seeing dots. I was hyperventilating, luckily I had just gone through the drive through and had a paper bag to breathe into. So now there is chik fil a trash all in my car but I'm to depressed to get it out.
I got home and a neighborhood kid flashed the L at me. Loser sign. They know I am a depressed shut in. 10 years ago they would have paid 1000 dollars to hang out with me. No more.
I went to the grocery store tonight and wanted so badly to shoot the dirt with a pretty girl in the store. But I am a fat idiot, what if she asked me what I do for a living? Am I a professional gambler? Can I say that and be perceived as normal?
I have a penile infection that is getting worse. It is not an STD. Only the loneliest punk would contract a penile infection without having fun. February is here and next month it will be too hot to freaking breathe until next November. Spring is my worst time of year for many reasons, too many to name. Oh boy here we go.
Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have a life free from this plight.
I stand pretty much unseen, give me more than the life I see, give me symphonies-Dan Black
Iwin I need to apologize for my unusual comments before. Just like my friend equalblueberries, you seem to be an alpha male and I am intimidated by you guys, so I lash out. After all, I am the loneliest punk himself, and alpha males will want to dominate over somebody like me. When I wrote what I did to you, I cried for half an hour because I thought I might hurt your feelings. I think I fainted after that. I just know I was shaking a lot. Blacked out until wife got home.
Today I looked in the mirror and I thought I was going to shatter the dam thing. I am a shell of my former self. I have gained 50 pounds and I look stupid. So instead of driving to Taco Bell I drove to Chik Fil A. I got a grilled chicken sandwich. I sat in my car and just ate it real quick. I savored my coca cola. Afterwards I felt empty. I noticed the people driving by, the pretty girls with the young guys. The lawyers and doctors who have such fun things to look forward to each day. I started shaking and started seeing dots. I was hyperventilating, luckily I had just gone through the drive through and had a paper bag to breathe into. So now there is chik fil a trash all in my car but I'm to depressed to get it out.
I got home and a neighborhood kid flashed the L at me. Loser sign. They know I am a depressed shut in. 10 years ago they would have paid 1000 dollars to hang out with me. No more.
I went to the grocery store tonight and wanted so badly to shoot the dirt with a pretty girl in the store. But I am a fat idiot, what if she asked me what I do for a living? Am I a professional gambler? Can I say that and be perceived as normal?
I have a penile infection that is getting worse. It is not an STD. Only the loneliest punk would contract a penile infection without having fun. February is here and next month it will be too hot to freaking breathe until next November. Spring is my worst time of year for many reasons, too many to name. Oh boy here we go.
Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have a life free from this plight.
I stand pretty much unseen, give me more than the life I see, give me symphonies-Dan Black
Why is there no Chik Fil A in Las Vegas....... ? This is what depresses me. 
Posted:
#96
chik fila is a corp that believes in faith and family, all stores are closed on SUNDAY this wouldnt work in vegas. Best corp. hands down, they have great food AND THE BEST SERVICE. i swear they only hire mormans. The founder can't speak a lick of english, he is very country, a great man. Love his Core values, sure his son will fuck it up after he dies.
Posted:
#97
Quote Originally Posted by sharkbites:
chik fila is a corp that believes in faith and family, all stores are closed on SUNDAY this wouldnt work in vegas. Best corp. hands down, they have great food AND THE BEST SERVICE. i swear they only hire mormans. The founder can't speak a lick of english, he is very country, a great man. Love his Core values, sure his son will fuck it up after he dies.
chik fila is a corp that believes in faith and family, all stores are closed on SUNDAY this wouldnt work in vegas. Best corp. hands down, they have great food AND THE BEST SERVICE. i swear they only hire mormans. The founder can't speak a lick of english, he is very country, a great man. Love his Core values, sure his son will fuck it up after he dies.
I have heard this before and just don't get it. There are plenty of places closed on Sundays and do just find. There are Mormon Temples all over town. Maybe I will open up a chain and change the name a little like the guy did in Coming to America with Mcdonalds. I can't remember the name. You remember the name Proto?
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