I officially hate gambling now

Legwand:

I HAVE YOUR SOLUTION:
Bet THE OVER IN THE Lakers/Spurs game
$2750 to Win $2500! IT IS A REAL STRONG PICK AND WILL HIT!

1 PLAY; 1 HIT; 1 WIN and THEN YOU CAN STOP!!!

The over is 195 by the way in the Lakers/Spurs game.

These 2 squads are good for 201 +! Should be an easy 6 + point cover!

Paulsy, you big douche.  Didn't you see Pokerbroker's request, followed by the angry face?

 

Yea, Paulsy I have the money to give to him. Just that that money was meant for bills and rent. I have decided just to give it to him and fuck the bills. Then next month my bills will be doubled and I wont have enough to pay them either so it will continue into the next month. I will probably get myself fucked for the rest of the year but whatever. It is all just an illlusion anyways. Life is not real. There is some force in this world that has always fucked me over my whole life and I am not just talking about gambling. All of you assholes that think I am suicidal just over gambling are idiots. There are so many other things that are fucked in my life it is not funny. Gambling is just a small part of it. Its just fitting that I would constantly lose in gambling since I lose in every other facet of life as well so I have no idea why I ever thought that I could win at gambling. I have lost probably a couple hundred thousand dollars in gambling the last 15 years. Its funny to me really. I am dead serious though about paying this guy and I seriously have lost interest in sports. I cant even watch a game anymore without feeling sick to my stomach. I couldnt watch those games last night. i had to check the scores after they were over and of course they both lose by a total of 3 points just to throw salt over my wound. My whole life is just one big joke. I dont care if I fuck it up worse now destroying my credit because I have nothing to live for anyways. I will never have a women again because I am too old and broke and would just be a burden on anyone. I will never have children so fuck it all.

quit now, tell your book your way over your head, give him $500, then tell him you'll give him $500 on the first of every month the next 3 months.

 

if he's a dick about it, he's a rookie...these guys know the drill...he'll be fine.

I just think its funny how I havent talked to my other bookie in over a year and I go to one game with these guys and this guy tells me i can bet through him and months down the road look where i am. its like gambling goes looking for me. at the time i went to the game i was feeling so good about myself. i had not gambled at all and was getting my life on track finallly. But I am weak. I am seriously a piece of shit. I dont know how I have even survived in the world this long. I cant stop smiling. I went to bed with a huge smile on my face and hardly slept then this morning I have just been walking around the house just laughing and smiling.

Tell the bookie if he comes to collect! "You'll break his fu--ing knee caps"

 

On a serious note: I was in the same situation several years ago, it was an asian bookie who dealt with a group of bad ass asian boss's who would take a finger,assault your wife or girl friend etc. So I moved to Missouri for the summer, worked my ass off 18 hours a day and returned back and paid the $7,500 I owed him and everything was fine,

   If worse comes to worse work out a payment plan and get another job until the balance is 0. I hope you won't have to endure what I did. It was a nightmare for 3.5 months.

  Good luck bro! Hope all works out for you.

Actually Benny I was planning on moving from here in August. Now I dont know about those plans. I absolutely hate it where I live and I cant wait to get out of here but this is the second time since I moved here I have fucked myself up with gambling. I feel trapped here. I hate it. I might just move back in with my parents but even that will take money cause I live on the other side of the country. there is no way i will even be afford to move my things. its all just a viscous cycle I cant get out of.

I dont wanna say where I live. Let's just say I live in the South and I am not from the South. I probably wouldnt hate it so much if I hadnt lost all this money the last 2 years from gambling. I havent been able to really do anything since I moved here cause I am flat broke. I am done with gambling for real this time. This is it. I have had time to think rationally and what I will do is just stop betting. I dont have to pay him until after the season so I will just try and scrounge up the money somehow. Sell some things or something and just not talk to him until then.

legwand ~ Congratulations,by paying you're bookie off early instead of getting deeper in the hole,you have taken the first step in the right direction.

 Hang in there bud and don't overwhelm yourself with thinking about everything at once,try to take it one day at a time.Things will get better! Best of luck to you.

 

Paulsey ~Are you on a mission to prove to everyone what an arrogant prick you are?

You must be a miserable human being I can only hope that when you hit bottom and need to talk to someone,that you get a swift kick in the ribs.Fuck off!

yea man, if you arent from the south and you live here it sucks. you are just treated as an outsider by everyone. thats why i guess i have isolated myself and just gambled so much. i really have fucked myself though. my lease is up in August and i am moving somewhere else. maybe sell everything i own and move to the west coast.

No he wont beat me up. Actually the funny thing is he is a real nice guy and actually has been wanting me to win and I think he actually feels shitty that I lost this much cause we golf together and shit and he know I am broke. But I will give him half this month then the other half next month. Pay my bills and just not do anything that costs money for the next few months. Luckily it is getting to be beach weather here so i can just hang out at the beach all day on the weekends and that is free.