OMG! You have got to be f%$king kidding me. You really need help. You sound like a guy who is addicted to heroin and vows never to do it again because he knows it is destroying his life and then someone comes along and offers you cocaine and you are going to do it because it's not as bad as heroin.
You are a sick degenerate compulsive gambler. It doesn't matter what you bet on. You have tendencies that are are self-destructive like gambling with money you can't afford to lose. In addition, you clearly have no discipline and chase when you get behind. You will never win over the long haul.
Seriously, grow the f&*k up! Quite frankly, I am not buying the nonsense in this thread anymore.
Everyone opposed to gambling who acts like it is an evil in this world just needs to read your story in this thread. It is pathetic!
Nothing personal and I hope you get help because you are so far gone, you don't see it!







