Today I found out that my mom has cancer and nothing else matters right now. My heart is broken. I spent the entire day in deep thought. Thinking of all she’s done for me and how I possibly never showed the gratitude that was deserved. Flashbacks of middle school, preparing lunch and helping with my home work. Giving me a few bucks when she can.
Everything is super important until you or someone you love is sick. Then you realize there was only ever one thing that was important, your health. I’m hurting so freaking badly right now.
This might not be the place to post this but I feel like getting it off my chest. I don’t have too many close relationships with relatives as I’ve found 98% of them to be fake and have negative energy around me. Just a few close friends, you can count on 1 hand.