Gambling has finally won

I can't believe how over the last year and half I can't imagine having worst luck than I have when betting on sports. The amount of games I've lost due to an absolute miracle taking place are insane. I've bet on NFL, NCAA, NBA, NHL, and even Tennis. If I went through my betting history I think most people would be shocked. I've lost over $50k over the last year and a half. I've lost everything. I just filed for bankruptcy a couple months ago. 2 days ago I bought a hand gun and I pick it up tonight. Its finally over. I'm posting this as a warning for other people. Walk away now. This whole system is rigged and set up so no one can ever win in the long run. 

Goodbye.

hey man , 

please please call someone ... heck dm me even and ill give you my number

50k man... even 500k is not worth ending your life around, 

with consistency and honesty with yourself you can get yourself out of this mess

we have all had our down days, but you have so many resources available and people who love you. 

You  are only human , we all make mistakes

I’m not looking for someone or something to save me. Over the last 20 years of betting I’ve lost everything. I don’t care if it’s my own fault for doing it. I’m to the point where even if I stuck around the quality of my life will be very poor. Not willing to live that out anymore. Not willing to continue to work my ass off for nothing. I’ve got 10 years left till retirement and I have nothing. 0. I’ve got $50 to my name as of today. 

Buddy talk with someone hey? Life can be rebuilt i have done it as well, Please seek some help.

Buddy talk with someone hey? Life can be rebuilt i have done it as well, Please seek some help.

Money isn’t worth it.

Take this post as a warning to stay away from gambling and the outcome it can have. Being alive isn’t worth it anymore. I’ve planned this out for a while and finally took the steps to make it happen. Thank god for credit cards since that’s the only way I could have made the purchase. 

To be honest knowings it’s over is a relief. Hope this helps stop people from taking the path I took. 

Don't give up friend you can do it , dust yourself off and try again  it's a marathon not a sprint jesus loves you.