I wish I was so rich...

I know. I just can't ever get a break. It would be nice for once just to have something go my way. My whole life it's always been just a day late and a dollar short for me. I have come real close to success several times just to have something unexpected happen and fail. I am not trying to have a pity party here for myself. Seriously if you guys knew my story you would be like damn dude you really do have shitty luck. Old friends of mine stopped hanging out with me after a while cause I am like a walking black cloud. That is why I moved far away. I thought I could start over somewhere where noone knew me but it has just followed me. I want to move somewhere else but I am afraid it will just be the same thing. I am not going to give up hope though and keep trying and maybe one day it will all make sense.