I feel like i am unlucky

You'll figure it out. Peaks and valleys are the structure of life. You're never as low as you think you are when your losing, never as high as you think when winning. Same thing with life. Try to take the good with the bad and stay on an even plain.

tell me about.. I am just at the age where I feel I acomplished too much to soon I guess. I am only 24 and I am living my dream job. Sometimes I think maybe I need a new start. Imagine expriencing deja-vu everyday then realizing its because you do the same thing 24/7. Shit sucks.

Before I started posting here I had just got back into betting. I had retired in the begining of last year because i got tired of grinding it out. It was more work then fun. Then I came back and won about $20000 within 3 months. I had never won that much in suck a short period. Now I lost $8000 in a month and I am fucking pissed. Sad part it is not on capping. only $2000 is. the other $6000 was on the online casino. I was raping my bookie for a g a week on it. Every fucking week. then he cut me off giving me fucking excuses after I lost. He knows ill get it back. There was a fucking pattern to it. I found it. I had lost to begin with cause i let greed take over.

I just had to ramble yesterday. I just notice when I need the wins they never come. Oh well.....

 

Goodluck to all

Well said. Even the most successful people in the world that you would think have it all, go through the same things you are going through. Sounds like you are doing well in your life, especially being only 24. Keep doing good and good things will come in return.

If you think you found a "pattern" you're in serious trouble.

dude, i was up $50,000 last year about this time...i'm currently at -$2000.  i was still up $8,000 before dlh and mcgirt. i didn't make bad bets, but foolish amounts and now am just about as close to broke as it gets.  i could of taken that 50k and started a couple restaraunts and other businesses in asia and not have had to truly work another day in my life, but now it's gone.

 i don't have a degree or a trade, a job, a house, a car, or barely a pot to piss in back in the states. 

feel lucky to own your own restaraunt and be able to support your family.... take a step back dude and look at what you've got, because right now i'd about kill to be in your shoes...and 4k on gifts? half of it on 1 purse? man... something ain't right there dude.  just callin' it as i see it..maybe you're profiting 200k a year or more and it's only a pittance...

haha...didn't realize the op was almost half a month ago... hope things are better for you now adays man...