IMO if ur smoking some of the top notch green and drinking on top of it, ur not going to need the Z's or anything else for sleep...
And also if ur drinking a good bit and taking a bar n a half of Zannies and smoking a bowl of sum kush, you would be crippled
dude my habits would make this small.....and i am not crippled. This is a mans club. We get Fu#$ed up like men here............prob took down a quarter this weekend. but no bars and no pills so...soo far soo good...also i have been drinking with a purpose lately..
IMO if ur smoking some of the top notch green and drinking on top of it, ur not going to need the Z's or anything else for sleep...
And also if ur drinking a good bit and taking a bar n a half of Zannies and smoking a bowl of sum kush, you would be crippled
dude my habits would make this small.....and i am not crippled. This is a mans club. We get Fu#$ed up like men here............prob took down a quarter this weekend. but no bars and no pills so...soo far soo good...also i have been drinking with a purpose lately..
since i made a comment at proto's book club i felt the need to say somethin to the dopesta since ive followed your thread here with interest. i commend you on your recent attitude. hope it continues how you want it too. addictions do run there course. good or bad. i choke throughout the day and wish i could have that real high sensation like the beginning stages. body too dependant on it now since the start of this ride. cant get off. nor do i want too. dont want my blood to boil. the wat not and me fit perfect. i hate people and most all of um tend to have me understand this when encountered with each example, like today the dipsh*t lady in the grocery line looking for a 50 cent coupon for a $1 item. here's 5 bones lady just move the line forward already so i can go home and choke ya know...to some up my b.s., if im gonna make a comment on that highly entertaining thread of proto's, then i felt compelled to spit some b.s. your way as well since i read your thread too, am amused by your picture, and enjoyed your subject discussed here. good to hear your positive approach to realizing over time the body just cant do what it used to and still flourish. you got plenty of time and you seem to have a good understanding of your life and situation. i do agree with charlie sheen's recent quote tho. life being sober is boring. i figured that out long ago. just know your limit...
since i made a comment at proto's book club i felt the need to say somethin to the dopesta since ive followed your thread here with interest. i commend you on your recent attitude. hope it continues how you want it too. addictions do run there course. good or bad. i choke throughout the day and wish i could have that real high sensation like the beginning stages. body too dependant on it now since the start of this ride. cant get off. nor do i want too. dont want my blood to boil. the wat not and me fit perfect. i hate people and most all of um tend to have me understand this when encountered with each example, like today the dipsh*t lady in the grocery line looking for a 50 cent coupon for a $1 item. here's 5 bones lady just move the line forward already so i can go home and choke ya know...to some up my b.s., if im gonna make a comment on that highly entertaining thread of proto's, then i felt compelled to spit some b.s. your way as well since i read your thread too, am amused by your picture, and enjoyed your subject discussed here. good to hear your positive approach to realizing over time the body just cant do what it used to and still flourish. you got plenty of time and you seem to have a good understanding of your life and situation. i do agree with charlie sheen's recent quote tho. life being sober is boring. i figured that out long ago. just know your limit...
since i made a comment at proto's book club i felt the need to say somethin to the dopesta since ive followed your thread here with interest. i commend you on your recent attitude. hope it continues how you want it too. addictions do run there course. good or bad. i choke throughout the day and wish i could have that real high sensation like the beginning stages. body too dependant on it now since the start of this ride. cant get off. nor do i want too. dont want my blood to boil. the wat not and me fit perfect. i hate people and most all of um tend to have me understand this when encountered with each example, like today the dipsh*t lady in the grocery line looking for a 50 cent coupon for a $1 item. here's 5 bones lady just move the line forward already so i can go home and choke ya know...to some up my b.s., if im gonna make a comment on that highly entertaining thread of proto's, then i felt compelled to spit some b.s. your way as well since i read your thread too, am amused by your picture, and enjoyed your subject discussed here. good to hear your positive approach to realizing over time the body just cant do what it used to and still flourish. you got plenty of time and you seem to have a good understanding of your life and situation. i do agree with charlie sheen's recent quote tho. life being sober is boring. i figured that out long ago. just know your limit...
I had to give up the hard shit, but no bullshit at all....if some porn stars wanted to chill all night and go on a bender, there's no way I would say "no." It would be another one of those nights that turned into the next day
since i made a comment at proto's book club i felt the need to say somethin to the dopesta since ive followed your thread here with interest. i commend you on your recent attitude. hope it continues how you want it too. addictions do run there course. good or bad. i choke throughout the day and wish i could have that real high sensation like the beginning stages. body too dependant on it now since the start of this ride. cant get off. nor do i want too. dont want my blood to boil. the wat not and me fit perfect. i hate people and most all of um tend to have me understand this when encountered with each example, like today the dipsh*t lady in the grocery line looking for a 50 cent coupon for a $1 item. here's 5 bones lady just move the line forward already so i can go home and choke ya know...to some up my b.s., if im gonna make a comment on that highly entertaining thread of proto's, then i felt compelled to spit some b.s. your way as well since i read your thread too, am amused by your picture, and enjoyed your subject discussed here. good to hear your positive approach to realizing over time the body just cant do what it used to and still flourish. you got plenty of time and you seem to have a good understanding of your life and situation. i do agree with charlie sheen's recent quote tho. life being sober is boring. i figured that out long ago. just know your limit...
I had to give up the hard shit, but no bullshit at all....if some porn stars wanted to chill all night and go on a bender, there's no way I would say "no." It would be another one of those nights that turned into the next day
met cs, sorta. got a connection with his show. he is as he seems. not a bad life if controlled and didnt embarass childrens. but its tiring. but ill take it damn near everyday. comedy. dont believe all that tabloid b.s. either. just sorta kinda not really but a lil envious in a way that he got a hold of my girl bree olson for a vegas throwdown...yumz. wish i met her on the set of the show. she has a chance to still be hot after 35 if she plays her cards right. comedy. not sure about the rest of the tiger woods road kill he was with tho...gotta love the internet...three stacks of high society for that kacey jordan? no cs no! thats what you call having too much money to waste.
met cs, sorta. got a connection with his show. he is as he seems. not a bad life if controlled and didnt embarass childrens. but its tiring. but ill take it damn near everyday. comedy. dont believe all that tabloid b.s. either. just sorta kinda not really but a lil envious in a way that he got a hold of my girl bree olson for a vegas throwdown...yumz. wish i met her on the set of the show. she has a chance to still be hot after 35 if she plays her cards right. comedy. not sure about the rest of the tiger woods road kill he was with tho...gotta love the internet...three stacks of high society for that kacey jordan? no cs no! thats what you call having too much money to waste.
Here is a update.........i was looking forward to keeping this thread alive and i feel that it helps me to write about my addictions. Honestly Gambling is not one, i haven't placed a wager in months...
I smoke weed daily but not much i would say i average .5 a gram of some of the stickiest shit on the planet.....i cut down my average drinking substantially. I still get hammered but i dont drink every day and sometime will go weeks without drinking......but if i feel like taking down a bottle of sailor jerry's or crushing a 12 pack i will....
I quit eating xanax and ambien cold turkey for at least 3 months. That was what i was most worried about. Now i eat probably a stick every other day.....but nothing like 3-4 bars a day i was eating......I used to be a animal but i would say i cut my consumption down by 75% of all substances.
Funny thing about the entire process was i started this thread because i was curious if i was able t sustain a high level of production at my work.......So i got fairly clean.......first thing that happened was my productivity went way down.....I honestly think it is more of the industry that i am in....Rather than me being clean and sober....but i also would like to add i never get fucked up before work and never at work....im not the type of guy to step out and go smoke a bowl and come back to my work....all day i am clean than game is on......
Would love to hear thoughts from the crew........am i back on track to getting all fucked up, is it baby steps as y man DL36 would say...Fuck honestly i dont know shit....im just dumb white trash who loves to get high......I know its a escape of some sort but i honestly dont know what i am escaping......I have a great life..
Here is a update.........i was looking forward to keeping this thread alive and i feel that it helps me to write about my addictions. Honestly Gambling is not one, i haven't placed a wager in months...
I smoke weed daily but not much i would say i average .5 a gram of some of the stickiest shit on the planet.....i cut down my average drinking substantially. I still get hammered but i dont drink every day and sometime will go weeks without drinking......but if i feel like taking down a bottle of sailor jerry's or crushing a 12 pack i will....
I quit eating xanax and ambien cold turkey for at least 3 months. That was what i was most worried about. Now i eat probably a stick every other day.....but nothing like 3-4 bars a day i was eating......I used to be a animal but i would say i cut my consumption down by 75% of all substances.
Funny thing about the entire process was i started this thread because i was curious if i was able t sustain a high level of production at my work.......So i got fairly clean.......first thing that happened was my productivity went way down.....I honestly think it is more of the industry that i am in....Rather than me being clean and sober....but i also would like to add i never get fucked up before work and never at work....im not the type of guy to step out and go smoke a bowl and come back to my work....all day i am clean than game is on......
Would love to hear thoughts from the crew........am i back on track to getting all fucked up, is it baby steps as y man DL36 would say...Fuck honestly i dont know shit....im just dumb white trash who loves to get high......I know its a escape of some sort but i honestly dont know what i am escaping......I have a great life..
You know how many times i have been called that......I fucking hate it. I hunt, i fish, i carry a knife on me at all times.........im way more of a redneck than a Wigga......but everyone is entitled to there opinion.....I think i am just one of the blackest white men you will ever meet.
You know how many times i have been called that......I fucking hate it. I hunt, i fish, i carry a knife on me at all times.........im way more of a redneck than a Wigga......but everyone is entitled to there opinion.....I think i am just one of the blackest white men you will ever meet.
i am what you would call a internet marketing pirate........if your not into c## or aspx coding lets leave it be.......if you can code or program me send me a friend request and than pm me......
this thread is supposed to be about drug abuse tho.......i will answer any question honestly
i am what you would call a internet marketing pirate........if your not into c## or aspx coding lets leave it be.......if you can code or program me send me a friend request and than pm me......
this thread is supposed to be about drug abuse tho.......i will answer any question honestly
dopa -- nah bro I just thought that was you in the avatar forever
ooooohhhhhhh how i miss that avatar.........it was the best avatar of all time on covers.......no debate......when i come across some new material its going up. this is only a temp.
dopa -- nah bro I just thought that was you in the avatar forever
ooooohhhhhhh how i miss that avatar.........it was the best avatar of all time on covers.......no debate......when i come across some new material its going up. this is only a temp.
dude my habits would make this small.....and i am not crippled. This is a mans club. We get Fu#$ed up like men here............prob took down a quarter this weekend. but no bars and no pills so...soo far soo good...also i have been drinking with a purpose lately..
Exactly if you don't want your handful of cocaine ill do it for you.
dude my habits would make this small.....and i am not crippled. This is a mans club. We get Fu#$ed up like men here............prob took down a quarter this weekend. but no bars and no pills so...soo far soo good...also i have been drinking with a purpose lately..
Exactly if you don't want your handful of cocaine ill do it for you.
Dopay! We have many things in common. Although I am on methadone maintenance now and small benzo habit, I have a long hard history of drug and alcohol addiction. Dopay i hit the booze like nobody else and I could snort more cocaine or ice than anyone else. I went on 4 day long crack binges. 10 day long ICE binges. Pure stuff, it looks like shards of glass when you break it up. Dopay I was on 12mg xanax a day, 1400mg soma per day, and 640mg of oxycontin per day. Dopay I use to drink 2 count 40 ounces of malt liquor a day along with weed smoke, during the week. On the weekends we drank 3 40 ounces a piece. I was 15, 16 years old. I was one of the best tennis players in the southeast. Of course my skills went away quickly after I started the drinking and drugs.
This was before the hard drugs. Dopay I lived with an ICE dealer and there were girls at our disposal. They wanted the clean stuff and there were about 4 in town that had it.
Now maybe you can understand how hard it is to live my life the way it is now. Trying to keep it under control.
Dopay! We have many things in common. Although I am on methadone maintenance now and small benzo habit, I have a long hard history of drug and alcohol addiction. Dopay i hit the booze like nobody else and I could snort more cocaine or ice than anyone else. I went on 4 day long crack binges. 10 day long ICE binges. Pure stuff, it looks like shards of glass when you break it up. Dopay I was on 12mg xanax a day, 1400mg soma per day, and 640mg of oxycontin per day. Dopay I use to drink 2 count 40 ounces of malt liquor a day along with weed smoke, during the week. On the weekends we drank 3 40 ounces a piece. I was 15, 16 years old. I was one of the best tennis players in the southeast. Of course my skills went away quickly after I started the drinking and drugs.
This was before the hard drugs. Dopay I lived with an ICE dealer and there were girls at our disposal. They wanted the clean stuff and there were about 4 in town that had it.
Now maybe you can understand how hard it is to live my life the way it is now. Trying to keep it under control.
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