For the last two years, my life has been calamity following calamity. It's why I've been so utterly bitter. Even though it's Internet bashing and it doesn't truly phase the targets, I still leave covers.com nightly feeling as if I've really done somebody wrong. I can't help it. As private as I try to be, I wear a lot of how life is going on my sleeve and it shows everywhere, even here.
First off, anyone who asked where I was, thank you. All of the P-Box Nation and every poster worth a damn (and Paulsy), I appreciate it. I've been well out of it the last week. All of the wiring in me has just shorted out. I'm pretty numb.
I'm sure the people who matter know to what I am referring to. Lets keep it private.
I just booked a trip to Vegas in two weeks. Nearly two years ago I did something absolutely ridiculous that, in my opinion, has set me back the last few years. I'm extremely superstitious, to the point where its obsessive. I need the right tenor, the right feel, the right moment, and the perfect groove. It's the only way I can keep my mojo, so to speak.
So I am going to Vegas. I'm not even gambling. I'm staying at a person's house. I won't step foot into a casino. But I will be standing outside the Bellagio, staring into the fountain. I have to find something I lost two years ago.
For the last two years, my life has been calamity following calamity. It's why I've been so utterly bitter. Even though it's Internet bashing and it doesn't truly phase the targets, I still leave covers.com nightly feeling as if I've really done somebody wrong. I can't help it. As private as I try to be, I wear a lot of how life is going on my sleeve and it shows everywhere, even here.
First off, anyone who asked where I was, thank you. All of the P-Box Nation and every poster worth a damn (and Paulsy), I appreciate it. I've been well out of it the last week. All of the wiring in me has just shorted out. I'm pretty numb.
I'm sure the people who matter know to what I am referring to. Lets keep it private.
I just booked a trip to Vegas in two weeks. Nearly two years ago I did something absolutely ridiculous that, in my opinion, has set me back the last few years. I'm extremely superstitious, to the point where its obsessive. I need the right tenor, the right feel, the right moment, and the perfect groove. It's the only way I can keep my mojo, so to speak.
So I am going to Vegas. I'm not even gambling. I'm staying at a person's house. I won't step foot into a casino. But I will be standing outside the Bellagio, staring into the fountain. I have to find something I lost two years ago.
I'm not one that exchanges emails and I have no clue what happened to you, but from one complete stranger to another.....you seem like a really solid guy. Beyond the sarcasm and humor you seem to be very decent and grounded. Don't be mindfucked and get in your own way....there are not many out there that have perspective, intelligence and a sense of humor....use your talents, don't harp on your failures (or past) and the sky is the limit. Good luck, good health and .
I'm not one that exchanges emails and I have no clue what happened to you, but from one complete stranger to another.....you seem like a really solid guy. Beyond the sarcasm and humor you seem to be very decent and grounded. Don't be mindfucked and get in your own way....there are not many out there that have perspective, intelligence and a sense of humor....use your talents, don't harp on your failures (or past) and the sky is the limit. Good luck, good health and .
Most of us have gone through emotional rollercoasters in our lives and it is always painful .....especially if there is a loved one involved. I wish this on noone.
Even when you feel that life has dealt you a bad blow,,,,things will get better in time.
Most of us have gone through emotional rollercoasters in our lives and it is always painful .....especially if there is a loved one involved. I wish this on noone.
Even when you feel that life has dealt you a bad blow,,,,things will get better in time.
Isincerely hope you find what you are looking for. I believe that as long as you know you really want to find it you can find anything.
I finally found the hole when I was 15.
I looked and poked and prodded and then all of a sudden I was inside a warm wet haven of joy. Then within 20 seconds goo drained out of me and ran down her leg and for 24 days I was scared there was gonna be a small Odom on the way.
So if I can find the Vagina hole at 15 you can find what you are looking for in Vegas.
Good travels good luck and remember this quote about travels to vegas.
" play the big slot machine by the door you cant lose on those. They want people to see other people winning so they play "
Isincerely hope you find what you are looking for. I believe that as long as you know you really want to find it you can find anything.
I finally found the hole when I was 15.
I looked and poked and prodded and then all of a sudden I was inside a warm wet haven of joy. Then within 20 seconds goo drained out of me and ran down her leg and for 24 days I was scared there was gonna be a small Odom on the way.
So if I can find the Vagina hole at 15 you can find what you are looking for in Vegas.
Good travels good luck and remember this quote about travels to vegas.
" play the big slot machine by the door you cant lose on those. They want people to see other people winning so they play "
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