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Posted: 8/12/2011 12:38:35 AM
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Posted: 8/12/2011 12:57:33 AM
It's been a couple years since I have been into adding friends on here and I see it hasn't gotten any easier! Maybe you have to confirm my request. I got one from you but can't. Not a big deal when I see its worked out ill hit you up.
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Posted: 8/12/2011 1:49:27 AM

You need to protect your cheddar, kick the scripts (just weed man, why is that so hard), and find a good woman. And stop feeling so damn sorry for yourself with all them poor person starving over in Somalia.

Sorry excuse for a degenerate if you ask me

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Posted: 8/12/2011 1:50:20 AM
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im 30. the last 10 years, 5 have been sober in AA, 5 have been off the wagon.

the last time i got sober i was 25. i got hooked up with up a job as a janitor.12.00 hr .. cleaning toilets, hey detox .. dude garbage - go clean it. i didn't miss one day or show up late for 2 years. i took one week vacation to a nice spot each year.

then .. i got benefits, a raise .. 45k lots of bennies/time off, easier job ... etc ... made a few investments .... built my bank account up to $200,000.00

invested 150,000.00 of it. right away pretty much.

fell off the wagon.

28. credit card. dirty hustling abilities. drinking. went to vegas twice. drugs. perc 30's. cocaine. drinking. drinking. drugs. gambling.

not wise.

now ... i'm 30. i do not like the lifestyle that i have created. i liked it a lot better when it was simple. after a high like that there is obv a depression price to pay when you crash. sucks. i hate the way i feel. i hate the things i do. it makes me hate the person that i am.

only answer.

is the worst answer for a guy like me. NO NOTHING.no gambling, no drinking, no drugs, no booking, no dealing, no friggin nothing. get your friggin headout of your behind. be a man. be honest. go to aa. get sober.

 

 

Whoa Whoa Whoa i dont see the need to give up friggin
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Posted: 8/12/2011 3:47:13 AM
I drank 4 cans of beer during the football game last night and I puked 2 hours after my 4th beer was gone. Normal? I'd pretty much call myself a box. How the darn does your liver handle all that garbage? Fellas want to come over for beer and pizza all the time and I'm the only Melvin who's drinking a Coca Cola with my Pizza.....tastes good. Skoal feels even better on a full belly.....relaxing.  In any event, best wishes to you
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Posted: 8/12/2011 6:59:30 AM
Dropping the perc 30s should be your top priority IMO.

I was a very heavy drinker for 20 years.  I don't miss the booze but I will often dream that I have pockets filled with xanaxes and percs.  I haven't taken pills in years but the little guy are SOOO addictive that I still dream about taking them, weird.  
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Posted: 8/12/2011 7:53:53 AM
garbage man GL, been battling sobriety for years and i very similar story. Its a off and on thing here and i cant give u any good advice except getting sober isnt easy. 





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Posted: 8/12/2011 8:37:06 AM
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Originally Posted by amd:

I drank 4 cans of beer during the football game last night and I puked 2 hours after my 4th beer was gone. Normal? I'd pretty much call myself a box. How the darn does your liver handle all that garbage? Fellas want to come over for beer and pizza all the time and I'm the only Melvin who's drinking a Coca Cola with my Pizza.....tastes good. Skoal feels even better on a full belly.....relaxing.  In any event, best wishes to you

much appreciatted amd

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Posted: 8/12/2011 8:46:13 AM
QUOTE Originally Posted by dopalicous:

garbage man GL, been battling sobriety for years and i very similar story. Its a off and on thing here and i cant give u any good advice except getting sober isnt easy. 
 
meetings help. even though that sounds happy and you'll probably walk it on some fruit chairing an aa meetind. but if you stick with em ... you know the good guys/speakers. like this place. GL man ...




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Posted: 8/12/2011 8:55:16 AM
QUOTE Originally Posted by jasonwhitesknee:

Dropping the perc 30s should be your top priority IMO.

I was a very heavy drinker for 20 years.  I don't miss the booze but I will often dream that I have pockets filled with xanaxes and percs.  I haven't taken pills in years but the little guy are SOOO addictive that I still dream about taking them, weird.  

i agree .... but i need to stop everything. believe me i dont WANT to but i know im a better person when i do ... and i feel better about myself. thanks for stopping by

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Posted: 8/12/2011 8:56:15 AM
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Whoa Whoa Whoa i dont see the need to give up friggin

 no no no ... friggin goes into slot #1  

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Posted: 8/12/2011 9:02:31 AM
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It's been a couple years since I have been into adding friends on here and I see it hasn't gotten any easier! Maybe you have to confirm my request. I got one from you but can't. Not a big deal when I see its worked out ill hit you up.

 i like this place ... even though i wont be betting. i'll be around.

bol man if youre going through this ... it sucks!

 

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Posted: 8/12/2011 9:09:50 AM
There are more of 'us' on this site than you would ever imagine.

Good luck, and if you ever want to vent, shoot me a friend request  
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Posted: 8/12/2011 9:14:03 AM
QUOTE Originally Posted by Hugh_Jorgan:

There are more of 'us' on this site than you would ever imagine.

Good luck, and if you ever want to vent, shoot me a friend request  

 ... i might. sometimes i like to talk on the internet about this garbage. easier to be honest.

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Posted: 8/12/2011 9:36:36 AM
QUOTE Originally Posted by I_Need_A_Detox:

im 30. the last 10 years, 5 have been sober in AA, 5 have been off the wagon.

the last time i got sober i was 25. i got hooked up with up a job as a janitor.12.00 hr .. cleaning toilets, hey detox .. dude garbage - go clean it. i didn't miss one day or show up late for 2 years. i took one week vacation to a nice spot each year.

then .. i got benefits, a raise .. 45k lots of bennies/time off, easier job ... etc ... made a few investments .... built my bank account up to $200,000.00

invested 150,000.00 of it. right away pretty much.

fell off the wagon.

28. credit card. dirty hustling abilities. drinking. went to vegas twice. drugs. perc 30's. cocaine. drinking. drinking. drugs. gambling.

not wise.

now ... i'm 30. i do not like the lifestyle that i have created. i liked it a lot better when it was simple. after a high like that there is obv a depression price to pay when you crash. sucks. i hate the way i feel. i hate the things i do. it makes me hate the person that i am.

only answer.

is the worst answer for a guy like me. NO NOTHING.no gambling, no drinking, no drugs, no booking, no dealing, no friggin nothing. get your friggin headout of your behind. be a man. be honest. go to aa. get sober.

 

 



god damn man, I'm 22 and what you wrote sounds like the path I'm going down. I appreciate the insight because I'd like to try and not end up where you have (no offense brother). I appreciate your wisdom and posting this
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Posted: 8/12/2011 9:44:30 AM
ya you need to find some new positive addictions to fill your time with like exercising, reading, etc
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[Quote: Originally Posted by scsiegel89]

god damn man, I'm 22 and what you wrote sounds like the path I'm going down. I appreciate the insight because I'd like to try and not end up where you have (no offense brother). I appreciate your wisdom and posting this
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np man ... i saw that you hit me up ... im going to an aa meeting at 11 ... i'll send you a pm later in the day.

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Posted: 8/12/2011 10:04:05 AM
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ya you need to find some new positive addictions to fill your time with like exercising, reading, etc

picking up 2 books today. funny you said that.

exercising would hel as well ... thanks mess

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Posted: 8/12/2011 10:12:42 AM
try the art of racing in the rain......greag book for a dog guy
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Posted: 8/12/2011 2:15:16 PM
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try the art of racing in the rain......greag book for a dog guy

i will as a matter of fact ... just put it my phone because i have garbage for brains.

thanks mess  hope all is well with you

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Posted: 8/12/2011 2:18:24 PM

just got back from my first aa meeting in 2 years or longer. felt good to be back and be honest.

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Posted: 8/12/2011 2:42:07 PM
Good luck buddy...you will get through it
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Posted: 8/12/2011 2:53:15 PM
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Good luck buddy...you will get through it

thanks my friend. i have hope.

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