Posted: 2/3/2011 1:30:27 PM
Proto, just hang in there man.
Youre not the first person to feel like youre 6 feet under already.
I'm sure if you REAALLY thought about it, you could think of hundreds of ways your life could be much worse. Life can be a girl at times and we all have been smacked around by it. Take some time on a daily basis (maybe even write them down on a piece of paper) to think of some things you are thankful for. Even if RIGHT NOW you feel like you have nothing, you still have alot more than millions of people in this world. You control You man. Only you can find it in yourself to enjoy your life. Money doesnt buy happiness.
A wise man once told me that you'll never be happy unless youre doing 1 of 2 things in life..Creating or Serving. Find a way to create something, anything, even if its microscopic. OR go help someone else, do something for someone else in this world, its human nature to find happiness in helping other people. I care about people so i know its rough to wake up in the morning and deal with depression, i did it for 3 years, Its no way to live life. Youre alive, youre breathing, you are allowed more time on this earth, not everyone is given that opportunity. Start your life over TODAY. Youre reborn today and you can change your life if you really truely want to. Step away from gambling for a couple weeks, it doesnt have to be forever, just give yourself some time to mend emotionally. Figure out a plan and STICK to it. You have been blessed with a human brain, and thats the most powerful thing in this world.
Write down 3 things today that you are capable of accomplishing. ANYTHING, even if they are easy, just three things, and do them. watch yourself accomplish your small goals. Youll get instant satisfaction out of them, do the same thing tomorrow, and every single day. Happiness comes from accomplishing things. Hang in there bro, the sun is coming up tomorrow.
"The past is unchangeable, its gone. Let it go."