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Sad story, 5 ...therapy can't hurt

Originally Posted by Stiln:

5FF, you haven't changed one bit..

You still whine about obama,,,, Jesus christ you'd think you'd be able to come back a better poster after you disclosed to everyone that you

were raped/molested violently....

Stiln, I will answer your post

Being molested as a child (13) isn't really a laughing matter

Here I was, just graduated 8th grade, and was going to be going to High School

Then that summer, puberty hit

grew from 5'8" to 6'1
started growing hair everywhere
voice changed
and of course, was now swinging 5 inches FLACID...

Had a friend of mine who was adopted...12 years old, with the hot neighborhood single mom ( 25 I think...) she adopted him when he was 9 or 10.

She was also a high school social studies teacher

well SHE TOOK NOTICE....
She was considered the "cool mom"
Lets us have fun at the house
Let us drink at the house
even let the kids smoke, she just wanted to "keep it at my house so I can make sure that nobody does anything stupid"


well, she started to notice me, and after all, I was going through puberty, so I thought I could handle it...

One night I was over there with my friend and his mom.
Mom, he and I were drinking some beer..

He passed out ( now I have to wonder if she spiked his drinks ) and she just got more friendly with me...

She asked if I had ever seen porn ( I told her yes, but was lying )

She took out some porn, kept getting us beers , and well...one thing led to another

I thought it was great at the time, and for the rest of the summer, but, then when I was SITTING IN HER CLASS in High school, I felt weird, I felt dirty.

This went on for 2+ years, I finally knew it was just wrong, and told my parents....

They DIDN'T BELIEVE ME......

Every time I see guys here posting threads about the female teacher that took advantage of a young male student, and they comment "I wish I had teachers like that" , all I can say is
 NO, YOU DON'T

Anyway, I am still going through counseling, and probably will for a while.....
My counselor suggested coming back to covers and some of the others things I did where my anger surfaced, just to see how I handle it, just do it in moderation

Thank you for your concern, but, I think I will be allright